Music Is My Life

June Hols...are they even hols?

2010-06-08T11:21:00.002+08:00

Hi.

SO yep, it's the school holidays. WOOHOO! oh wait. lemme think again. I have to mug mug and mug for my mid year exams. technically, i don't have holidays:( I planned out my study timetable and yes, it's freaking hardcore mugger. Do I have a choice? sadly i don't. In order to excel in this school, i need to mug. I don't wanna drop my 4H2s! Have to study like mad!

Yesterday was practically rotting at home, mugging. I took so long just to complete up Organization and Control of Eukaryotic Genome. I still cannot memorize all though-.-. nevermind, i will do it soon! Today is another day at home. at least i'll still be going out for awhile to look at my specs. Maybe i should just get that green pair. It looks nice:)

haha..ok..i shld stop typing and get started on economics..

BYE

GP exam:( JC1 Bash:)

2010-05-31T21:19:00.002+08:00

Hi.

never blog for a long long time!

Today had GP exam and was totally not confident at all. I hope what I written is good enough to pass! During Paper 2 i was like so damn tired that when i'm doing summary i almost fell asleep on the table! Whatever. It is already over. What's done is already done!

After GP exam, went to have some learning journey and my class went to the toy museum! woah super cool la there. The old toys and the old stuff.. But too many dolls which freaks me out. OH YA! there was GongShang School uniform there on display as well..iNTERESTING! Went to Lido to watch Robin Hood. FREAKING BORING. I slept for 30mins or more during the movie! haha..

Supposedly have dinner with png and class after that but then mom home alone so i must go home:) which i dun mind becos i want to eat home cooked food! haha..went home with kent who has to celebrate his sis brithday..

now i finish GPP and studying..gonna hav early sleep..

111th post!

2010-04-25T21:06:00.002+08:00

Hi.

Just realized that this is my 111th post. MUST MAKE IT SPECIAL cos my class is 10S111! woohoo! S111 is the BEST! So i shall dedicate this post to S111!

Orientation period I only came during the MMM day thanks to my cousin's wedding in HK. Was really really unfamiliar to everything and unsure of everything! Didn't know how to start a conversation and introduce myself while seeing everyone knowing each other. Nevertheless, I still managed to talk to all of you and had real great fun during orientation.

The school term then started. Had the temporary timetable and there were loads of free periods. where did we spend those free periods? At the study benches area doing tutorials and chatting. Had real loads of fun. Made friends with everyone. :)

Still remember the days when all of you have no CCA and I have. quite annoying cos everyone are allowed to go home or go out while I'm still stuck in school having band pracs. Then you all started CCA and I was like thank god, I don't have to be the only one having CCA!

Love Love those lunch times outside school and dinner times together!

Term 1 gone and then we all wanted to die from the amount of work the school gave us. We still survived through!

It's already halfway through Term 2! Yes PW is a pain in the ass. We will do it S111! i know people haven't been really doing well in tests and stuff but there's still time to improve! DON'T GIVE UP! We will all do so well that everyone will get good results for Mid-years and most importantly, PROMOS!

We must stay together till the end of our JC life.

I've gotta feeling JC life would be the best time of my life.

Thanks for all the things you guys done for me:)

I survived another week!! and here comes another one...

2010-04-18T22:57:00.002+08:00

Hi.

So here to update. haha. ok. so i survived another week of school. monday, tuesday, wednesday was fine. Thursday had chem lecture test and my back was aching trying to write on the stupid lecture tables. but i think it was alright..pray hard i get at least a C grade! also had GP test on thursday and i think i screwed it up so i'm not really affected by wad grade i'll get:)

Thursday got band because Friday is guitar concert in school. It went quite well I think. had dinner with sean and lorraine as usual and went home feeling real dead but still had to complete work. total mugger life la.

Friday was the most free day of my life sia. NO CCA! but kinda bored. was with cliffton and sean watching jacq, chantalle and mabeline practice their floorball before heading home to slack and sleep.

Saturday was one of the worst day of my life. I never felt so hurt in my life before. I shall not elaborate it down here. one of the worst experience of my life. All my hard work just vanish just like that. thanks to all my frens and seniors for comforting me. really appreciate it. Had a real good laugh with sean and lorraine for dinner that day as well. Went home and started tutorials and managed to do quite a bit :)

Today was like PI day and my eyes are freaking dry thanks to staring at the com for too long. did MI and finish my PI and print it out! hope i'll get a ME this time round! i finally finally finally filed in all my notes and tutorials and place them nicely on my shelf. even my file i bring to school looks neater (except for the GP area cos i dun really care about filing those)

Another week is approaching and hope it'll be better. meeting guan tml after sch to slack a bit before heading home..we seriously needa catch up! haha..

alright seriously tired ald. going to cafe world to serve my food and off to bed!

nites

Serenata V :) Saturday band pracs :(

2010-04-11T20:52:00.002+08:00

hi.

Serenata V was BOOMZ yesterday. before tt went to ehub with cliff, wee and kent to watch clash of the titans. the movie was average. not bad la. after that went to T1 to get stuff. and i left and go to dunman. i reach tt time also haven't even start our rehearsal yet lo. wasn't a wrong decision to be there at 430! rehearsed already then went to eat dinner le. went wif wenshee, joanne and mingxuan to our fav BBT shop and eat there! went back and changed and prepare for concert.

Frantically tried to call sean and lorraine cos they can't be contactable and i dun see them! in the end they were late and i stand outside with them for the first song. haha. but at least they still got to go in! after main band it was string and i went back avt ltr. then after that was ALUMNI BAND! woots. awesome time on stage! then it was intermission and saw lorraine and sean waiting for me..haha.brought them to the band room and band store while i kept everything and take my bag. took quite a few photos! haha

went to watch main band. damn high! after tt went eat supper with sean and lorraine! AWESOME AWESOME TIME AT MAC! sean and his cinnamon melts. haha..and lorraine's purple shades..damn cool!

overall, love Serenata V. will miss the alumni peeps. cya guys in 2 years!

jus received a msg from JJ and then saying sat pracs are from 830-4 and other miscellaneous things must be arranged otherwise cos band is a priority. so i guess now i hav to take a cab to piano lessons now? or i push piano lessons late by 15 mins?

i dunno.spoiled my mood a bit anyways. mayb they'll decide to end early too..u'll nvr know..see how things go first this sat la

drowning in work~

2010-04-05T23:08:00.000+08:00

Hi peeps..

long time didn't update so here's a real quick post before i fall asleep.

past few weeks was alright until the school decided to spam us with tons and tons of homework during the Good Friday weekend.

Had movie marathon in school on Thursday and kinda slept a lot..cos i slept in every movie-.- after movie marathon went have breakfast and then went cycling with sean,cliffton,ben,jeremywee,jacq,lorraine and kent:) and tt's when i injured my knee. my knee is kinda healing. hope it'll be alright tml. feel like doing pe tomorrow.

yes..i'm drowning in homework. sianz. jc life. PW is sucking my brain dry. and the mountain of homework the school gives us. they expect us to complete so much work when we end school at 5 plus everyday? hai. i'll survive though.

ok..i'm real tired..shall pack my bag and take a good night's rest!

bYE

tired and bored.

2010-03-27T14:57:00.002+08:00

Hi.

here to update a few boring things. School is quite tiring. Found out the PW topics which I find it quite tough. Was really really dead on thursday. Decided not to go to Cambridge for the science thing cause of the price and also the fact that i'm going to go Japan at the end of the year with the band. Band was quite alright. With Heart and Voice is a nice nice song! Maths test was easy i guess and I failed redox. thanks to carelessness.

I'm getting really tired these few days due to lack of sleep and everything! JC life is quite tiring.

Went to alumni prac having muscle aches and feeling ooper tired. Ivan din come so only got me and huixian. damn sian. Wanted to go out study but then people not free so it's cancelled. maybe tomorrow? then after that went to follow the juniors and gave my band experience to them la for motivational speech before their concert. The alumni getting better already. I can feel it! haha. But we're always good la please.

Came home and going to go for piano in 45 mins? yeah..tired..shall study econs on the way there.

Tt's all so BYE

holidays?

2010-03-15T19:13:00.002+08:00

Hey.

LONG LONG LONG TIME since i last posted..but i bet no one reads it la so wadever..haha.

today went back school for econs lecture..and amazingly managed to pay full attention for 1hr45mins! lik awesomeness! then after that went to the LIBRARY to do our Chem PBL which is quite simple and i already asked everyone to do specific problems in the question. Went for YOG briefing and tt was REALLY BORING!

Lunch at Manhattan Fish with Jacq,Wee,Ben,Sean,Lorraine,Kent and Koi..Koi left cos he got REACH thingy which i think it's quite weird! tried to find a power plug in white sands for jacq's lappy but there wasn't one. FYI: i was just crashing into jacq,sean,lorraine and ben Chem PBL! in the end went to Kent's house instead.

Started out to do their project and then somehow or another, started to play hotel 626. lik wth. lorraine got freaked out. then they do project while i slack at one corner..

continued playing hotel 626 and kent tried and tried to complete the lullaby part..we looked at the walkthrough btw so kent managed to complete it. it's not tt scary lo!

went home with sean and lorraine and then freaking tired now..no mood to do work..is this holidays? i want my holidays..not a holiday filled with mountains of tutorials and projects! this is freaking annoying! shall complete my econs today..i dun think i can but TRY! haha..

tt's all! bye

10S111!:)

2010-02-07T16:29:00.002+08:00

hi.

haven't been posting recently cos i'm too lazy! oh yeah. so i only came back last tuesday which was MMM day! woots! run around singapore and play games. really tiring. last day was water games and also finale night which was AWESOME! super high sia everyone! haha. so triton 2 is now known as 10S111! S111 also is YOUNG ELAINE's class! hehe..if she can survive 4H2 and band, i can too!

Thursday the start of lectures. quite boring la cos gt free periods! but 10S111 is so awesome that we chat during free periods and 'mug' for 1/2 an hour!

Friday, only gt econs lecture and then free period all the way! talk talk during free period and then went CCA talk and then band performance. dunnoe why our slot so early when everyone still eating lunch-.-..after tt walk around sch. found jacq,lorraine,cliffton at canteen ltr and chat with them before going for band japan trip briefing! after tt go down canteen find them again to talk! haha.

got band until 8! went to eat subway with elaine,denise,jj and joon hao! must welcome JH to the clarinet family in MJCSB!

then fell sick on ytd due to lack of rest after orientation. it's not ur fault cliffton. everyone got sick! just not enough rest! so rotting at home now attempting to do maths! hai..wad a boring life!

can't wait for tml! BYE

Posting Day..which doesn't concerns me

2010-01-27T20:46:00.002+08:00

Hi.

So today is posting of the JAE day. It's not my business anyways since like I DSA into MJC so I already know my place 5months ago. Nothing to feel nervous about. So woke up and incredibly so many people online in the morning for the first time! Then everyone quite happy with their posting results..well almost everyone..good luck to those trying to appeal to the course or school that they want!

then went to celebrate ju's early b'day! made her do the most retarded thing ever! and had cake. I really think we should buy cake from that shop next time! it's seriously nice lo the cake and super worth it! Had to leave early though cos i hav band at 3pm. Finally changed my clar cos my clar is seriously dying cos the cork came out today! and the J2s change to the prestige clarinet! woots!

Had sectionals and combined! only played 4th mov of second suite! super nice the song! hehe...go home with arian,shiying and elaine! went to pasamalam to get some food!

reached home feeling real tired! imagine band and school! even more tired!

hav to sleep early tonight and wake up early tml!
hehe

first day of school tml!

BYE

so wad..

2010-01-26T14:15:00.002+08:00

Hi.

Long time no post..

Sometimes it really pisses me off alright! If u hadn't plugged out all those wires just to make ur tv screen nicer then all these would not happened. So what if i dunnoe how to put it back. I thought all the wires go the same way. U din specify AND POINT to me! So wad if i din use my brains more! I dun care...if i get stuck and dun use the internet, i dun care. I can always use data using my phone AND i can always do something else!

But wadever..if u just shut up about it, i have nothing else to say. But u just don't shut up. I so bet that u're gonna say it tonight again. Do u know how annoying it is? Can u imagine me doing the same thing to u? embarrassing u in front of ppl. u think it's teaching me a lesson. i dun think so.

nvm..

ytd was interesting anyways..self-improvement is all i can say..hai..shall not elaborate!

BYE

stupid briefing..

2010-01-21T16:19:00.002+08:00

Hi.

So i totally wasted my time today. there's suppose to be some briefing for DSA students today so I went. Then finally know the name of the bassoon gal. haha. there's only 4 DSA students in woodwinds. Me,Brandon,Hakim and Lynette. and we're not from TKGS! haha..but all three of them sit opposite me and cannot communicate with them cos my section is big! hai

Anyways, went to LT1 and then started briefing and filled up the grades I got for Os. and then after that, it was OVER! that's all! lik wtf! it was only 10 minutes long! and i thought it was gonna be a long long briefing. anyways, sch is starting next thursday so at least i still get to go for 1 day of orientation-.-...before i fly off to HK..i dun wanna go..but my mom can't defend me cos my dad would be super pissed if i din go..hai..no choice la..

So now doing nothing..hai..tml got band at 5pm..mayb going to denise b'day..so ya!

BYE

Awesomeness..

2010-01-17T16:35:00.002+08:00

Hi.

Yesterday went to AI prac but before that I had piano lesson and the oh-so-stupid ceremony. That ceremony should be banned! I missed 45mins of piano all thanks to the ceremony. The letter says report at 230 and registration ends at 315. In the end, the ceremony started at 4pm! I was number 280! took like 45 mins before it was my turn to get my $400!

After ceremony rushed off to piano quickly! So i was there like at 530 so i still had 45 mins more for piano and did my pieces only. I decided to just go ahead with the Jazz piece since I already know the notes and practice quite much for that one. Let's not waste time trying to learn a new piece and getting stuck at it when it's a GRADE 8 exam! So jazz piece it is even though jazz is kinda boring since i keep playing jazz for exams.(except for grade 7 where i did a Debussy piece which i totally rocked it cos i got 29/30 for it)

After piano, took bus to AI. On the way, talked to my piano teacher about some stuff. Said about why singaporeans want their child to learn piano and violin all these stuff. They just want their child to learn it to be smarter or something but then it still depends on talent. No point trying to force your child to learn such things which he/she doesn't like.

Reached AI and it was 715 and they haven't started as expected. Started around 730? sight read a lot of nice nice songs. Thank god Daniel played first cos there was only me and melissa. Daniel is fantastic man! I was super lost in New world symphony and then he can still continue counting sia and tell me where we are now.

I was playing third clar for some song and then I was like so darn bored cos first and second keep playing and i play long notes and rest.well.at least the overture for winds i played second and got a first and second solo parts.hehe.

after AI went to mac with nic,guan and malik. I shld refrain from mac for the next few days! guan totally made me so diao and annoyed ytd..thanks so much man! haha. realized can compare guan and ssz sia. both of them always gl me. i know i damn fun to gl! cos everyone likes to see a smartass being annoyed! hehe..

that's all! BYE

Movie~

2010-01-15T22:22:00.002+08:00

Hi.

Today was a great day out with Marcus,Ju and Lynn..cos we went out for movie! Lynn watch sherlock holmes already but then she said the movie quality is nicer..and i was lik =.=|||! so we still went to watch sherlock holmes. Lynn waited for us outside the cinema cos she made us wait for her at the mac for 20 mins! Marcus and Ju and me went to LJS to eat LUNCH PART I! it's been eons since i ate LJS! then went to watch movie. used my mom HSBC card and helped them save $1 off tickets! hehe.

The movie wasn't that bad but the sherlock holmes i know of is not violent! well, maybe it's for the action part u know..or else the movie would be too darn boring without some action and adventure!

after that, met lijin outside cinema and went to the food court to eat LUNCH PART II! I ate ban mian again=.= it seems lik that's the only thing i eat over there. sherry came afterwards..talk talk talk about jc and poly stuff and loads of crap as usual! WHY THEY NVR ASK ME GO POLY OPEN HOUSE!! I was rotting at home and they didn't bother asking me..I know i DSA-ed into MJC but sTILL!! ahh..wanted to hang out with them then they nvr ask me..i damn sad can..*heart breaks into 2* i'm just joking..

Went home and went out for dinner..i think i gonna become damn fat soon! argh.must exercise!

tt's all!

tml must go some stupid ceremony to take my edusave scholarship! argh..annoying!

BYE

Os results!

2010-01-12T22:06:00.001+08:00

Hi.

forgot to post my Os results over here! i kinda forgotten about it.

I HAD 9 POINTS! here's the results:
EL-A2
SS/Geog-A1
Emaths-A1
Amaths-A2
Physics-A2
Chem-A2
Bio-A1
CL-B3

i damn happy can! 7 distinctions! hehe

tml open house!

come come and listen to me play! hehe no la..listen to the whole band!

BYE

AI concert and Release of O level results

2010-01-11T09:18:00.002+08:00

Hi.

forgot to blog about AI concert yesterday! It was a really good concert even though some parts are seriously screwed up but nvm. It was full house so it was unexpected. Melissa said that there were more than double this time round than the last BonBon concert. It was great! saw Dr Kelly Tang, Dr Zac Goh, Terrence Wong, Bernard Lee! It was such a great concert!

After concert went home with Malik and Guan. Guan didn't want to take the train but then sadly, Clarence wasn't leaving yet so he had no choice but to take a 1 hour train ride home from Bedok to Marymount! Reached home and my mom thought I was eating out but I wasn't so ya.

Had dinner really late like 830pm. Went online and become a listening ear once again. I don't mind being a listening ear at times since he's my friend after all. and the matter is serious. shall not elaborate!

Today is FINALLY THE DAY! IT'S THE RELEASE OF THE O LEVEL RESULTS. even though i got into MJC already, I still feel a bit nervous about the results. I don't want my cert to look ugly with Bs and Cs. I just hope my EL and Combined Humanities can get a B and the rest I want A! Hope my points are like 12 or somewhere near there.

Gonna meet marcus and sherry for lunch in school cos it's cheap!

BYE

A day of MUSIC!

2010-01-09T12:53:00.002+08:00

Hi.

Today would be a great day cos it would be a day of music! HAHA! I'm ooper excited!

Came home and then practice piano. I cannot stand Eb minor scale! the sixth apart is killing me! but it's alright! I will practice hard to perfect Eb minor scale! Then played my pieces! YES! I did better now! except of some stupid running notes i always screw up for Sonata in D minor! My Clementi Sonata in Bb major is improving! the first 2 pages are like OMGOSH! Perfect for the first time! haha. Hope this continues on.

Played clarinet later! But my sound a bit weird today. very salivary the sound. I think cos I changed the mouthpiece to Vandoren B40 mouthpiece! Tone is nicer though! HAHA! I heart the clarinet!

Using the com AGAIN~keep listening to Brazil thanks to ARIAN! She transmitted the disease to me! she listened to Brazil like 5 times ytd ald. Like wth! Now i listened to it 3 times today ald. PianoX3! is a nice song too! I hope we can play like them seh. Should be Tokyo Kosei Wind Orchestra la the recordings. their playing super nice esp BRAZIL!

going out to find Guan later at Tampines cos he wants theory lesson and then i want my starbucks! hehe. Chai Tea Latte here I come! Off to piano after that. then AI prac! woots!

Excited! tml is AI concert somemore! hope i can perfect everything by today. even highlander overture when i haven't seen the score at all yet.!

Monday is results! Wednesday is MJC open house! COME COME MJC OPEN HOUSE PEOPLE!! MJCSB gonna play a lot of nice songs. not really a lot la but the songs are nice! and there are freebies too! lik duh! no freebies might as well dun come! hehe..

BYE

MJCSB...tired!

2010-01-08T17:09:00.004+08:00

Hi.

Today went to mjc for prac. Had 1.5 hrs of sectionals as I see slowly the sections got called one by one out to join combined. Clarinets are always the last to get out. Then we played second suite the first and third movement. Lucky nvr play fourth movement cos it's horrible! Played Piano!X3 then end prac ald! but my mouth was so numb and tired that i can't close my mouth properly when playing..all the air come out from the sides of the mouth. Had lunch at the canteen with clarinet section excluding nic. Sat and talked until 230 and then took bus with Arian and Elaine.

Reached home feeling awfully tired. Practice piano and then use the com. But then there's no one online so i'm kinda bored. I feel like sleeping now. Tired..

I noticed many ppl went for poly open house. hehe. MJC open house is next Wed 12pm-5pm! and results is out on monday!

Ok..nothing to say le.

BYE

Home..

2010-01-07T16:22:00.002+08:00

Hi!

So i'm at home for the day! While I was deep in my sleep, at 9am, my phone rang and it was a message from Malik and he told me he went Clementi and there was no interview for him and he's already on he's way home! I was like wth. I felt bad for him cos he wasted he's time waking up so early and pissed with him for making me wake up at 9am! Watch TV then practice piano.

Went online and chatted with Guan and Malik. Then at 1245 I left the house to meet Malik up for lunch! Chatted and eat then he left to go back he's school while I go home.

Reach home play clar! then now rotting again..damn sian!

ok nothing special! BYE

Cafe reading...

2010-01-06T21:37:00.002+08:00

Hi.

second post of the day!

so today after that post i posted previously, i was talking to marcus and then left house to meet guan at city hall station. he was late this time! by 6 minutes! muahaha...why am i finding enjoyment that he's late. oh rite i know. cos he say tt time i late then owe him starbucks but then now he late leh..somemore 2 times of my late time so he should treat me rite. hehe..

went to macs for quick lunch and then went to the cafe..seriously, the cafe is at some corner tt i din noe it existed. Went in and there was only 1 guy sitting down there. teach theory and i kinda screwed things up this time round. sorry guan! then he started work and i sit down there doing theory. when doing theory, got this wave of customers come in then he make the coffee and stuff. quite busy for awhile. after that, no more customers.

ordered hot chocolate with a 10% discount(60 cents less=.=)...then guan serve me..kinda weird la to have your friend to serve u. then after that i read read read read read read read read read...while the whole staff slack. then at about 5 i left to go home! was stoning on the train!

reached home..and doing practically nothing!

oh ya..i was spammed by smses today saying O level results out next monday! OMGOSH! damn nervous can! hope i get like 10-12 points! but i get wad points, as long below 20 and i pass EL and maths and sciences can ald! hehe...

BYE

randomness..

2010-01-06T11:14:00.002+08:00

Hi.

I know it's still early in the morning and it's pointless trying to blog! I know..I'm just bored.

Gonna go out today to meet guan for theory and then sit at the cafe to drink coffee and read..I need to spend some time reading or else I'll take eternity to finish that book i'm currently reading! Maybe i can do my theory over there too! even though I already finished the required homework but then the next 2 exercises are the same thing since i already learned the Neapolitan sixth chords I can do more analysis!

These days feeling real tired for dunno wad reasons even though i slept for 9 hours already!

tonight then blog again..BYE

DMN band!

2010-01-05T20:38:00.002+08:00

Hi.

So today went to dunman band! met up with MXC, meiyen, yuquan, wenshee! i returned MXC's grade 8 book while I get back my Debussy book at last! I feel empty without my Debussy book! Had lunch at Dunman cos it's cheaper and saw Ms Lim Guat Hong! She looks so much better now. totally miss her man! It's good to see her still being happy and joking around. Then later we waited for band room to open and crapped lo while i play clar! I realized my reed No. 2 is also a good reed! I must believe that the vandoren V.12 is a good reed. it still sounds too reedy now! mayb haven't season yet i guess..

so played clar and flute! and then mr lim ask me to play so much or else i lose my embouchure so ya i know my embouchure a bit lost la after awhile...then went for their sectionals and talk talk talk..then went a bit of prac..left with MXC and YQ.

Ms ong called and asked me to wait for her cos she wanna go BBT shop to have a drink! so i went with her and talk talk talk about some stuff...went home later and then eat and bathe...

now doing nothing..

meeting guan tml for theory and gonna read at his cafe!

No school..

2010-01-04T10:00:00.002+08:00

Hi..

It's a school day but then I have no school..it feels weird and sad at the same time. I am freaking bored at home..i need people to talk to..but maybe i'm going back tml anyways to return back the flute and take my swab...haha..hai..boredom!

yesterday went for AI prac! Haiku is a totally crappy song cos i have to play 16notes in 1 count! like wtf! and it reaches to high F-sharp. and there's a lot and i mean a lot of off-beats make me count until i wanna die..count ald..still got lost! Samsui ok la..i hope! but practice was great la..went to eat lunchner after that at KFC and talk talk talk talk..reach home at about 8 then eat dinner!

talked online and tried to do theory! slept!

today nothing much la..stay at home lo! do finish theory, prac clar and prac more piano! that's all la!

BYE

New year day!

2010-01-01T23:38:00.002+08:00

Hi..

it's 2010 at last! ytd din go anywhere and had to countdown silently at home somemore cos my dad fell asleep outside, my mom was sick and resting outside and I WAS COUNTDOWN-ING OUTSIDE! (outside=living room) it sucks like hell. no one share the joy with me.

so today is the first day of the year and started out sleeping for 9 hours..i woke up at 9 sia..and i still felt tired..must be cos i'm finally recovered.wad kinda logic is that? ate breakfast or more specifically brunch cos the food took forever to come. after that went to car showrooms..SO BORING! I also not the driver..go see car damn sian can!

go home play piano..YAY! my clementi sonata today i play very nice! i love it..but my cimarosa sonata sucks man..tried puppets dance and managed to play..good achievement! then ate like 1 slice of bread, vacuum floor and play clar liao! played machu picchu. not as easy as i expected it to be though. but still quite fun..i din practice TIPPS though..argh..nvr do good warm up before that..angry! and i found the good reed ald..hehe..i name it reed number 1! cos it's special! shall continue to use that reed more..just hope it dun die on me!

ate dinner at home and watch tv..currently in a bloody debate with guan..seems lik no one is winning..but i'm certain i'll win..hehe

BYE

Band and still sick..

2009-12-31T10:51:00.002+08:00

Hi.

Yesterday had band at mj. ms sia din come so it was a bit slack during prac. haha. played third cos shiying haven't come back but i think i might be playing third for open house also la cos the balance of the clarinets. which i dun mind. went to eat with them and went home..

still have no appetite to eat ytd. today woke up ald, go toilet 4 times like wtf! so early ald got such a thing happen. ssz asked me if i wanna go countdown at marina bay or not and i still wondering if i want or not. i dun like crowds and i'm still in recovery mode of my "pregnant-lady syndrome"...maybe i shan't go.

i shall see..hehe..

that's all..go and play clar now..BYE

AI & Sick...

2009-12-28T17:19:00.002+08:00

Hey.

Went to AI prac ytd..was feeling a bit unwell before that but then i thought it was nothing wrong so I still went for the prac! Used E11 clar..it sucks to the core cos i made such a horrible tone with it. Guess I have to use the MJC one which is a RC! AI prac was great. The people there are funny. Played Samsui and Overture No.2. Overture No.2 is not really that tough you know. I got a feeling Overture No.1 is a bit more tough! haha..Samsui was like crazy..i listen to the first clar part but then sadly, their part is different and i sometimes play wrongly..haha.

After prac, the trumpet guy ask me my name cos he needs to write down then ask wad sch i'm from then i said i'm from dunman. He then quickly called yixiang to come and told me he's from dunman too! LIK OMG! He's the sax soloist for Philwinds on Saturday! He's super good at the saxophone la! so inspired by him!

Went home after prac and I was feeling horribly wrong and I know I'm getting sicker and sicker..reached home and took temperature and it was 38 celsius. Ate panadol then went to sleep.

This morning still got a bit of fever but after one more dose of panadol and some sleep, my fever is gone!

I dunno if i should go back dmn tml but i think i must cos i need to return their flute! haha..

that's all..

BYE

PhilWinds

2009-12-26T21:31:00.002+08:00

Hi!

So today was a GREAT day! First went to meet malik and guan @ City Hall MRT! Malik was LATE! I was only late for 3 mins and guan reached on time. And guan wants me to treat he starbucks, like WTH! Forget it guan! 80cent kopi for u ba! Then we walked to the Esplanade Library! First time in there actually and it's SUPER COOL! A lot of scores! I LOVE IT! Then in the practice room got this guy playing Grade 8 piece(J.S Bach Sinfonia). I love that song but super hard cos a lot of notes! Went to the Cafe and teach guan he's theory! Ordered Mocha Latte while Guan sadly, ordered an iced tea which cost $4 and he very xin tong!

After that, went to queue up for PhilWinds concert! Saw Alastair there! GUESS WHO I SAW!!! THE CLARINET TUTOR FOR DMN BAND SYF'09!!! I FORGOTTEN WAD'S HIS NAME BUT IT'S SO COOL TO SEE HIM AGAIN! They played really cool songs! I love the sax soloist, trombone quartet, and of course CLARINET CANDY! they played CLARINET CANDY TWICE SOME MORE! I love their performance!

Went to Marina Square later to eat BK and dinner was soo quiet..*cricket sounds* after that went to plaza sing Yamaha and see scores and wanted to find out about the clarinet lessons there. But then, it's like basic things and I think it's not worthed it since I already know the basics! Went home later!

Quite quiet on the train though...hai...all malik's fault! make the trip so quiet!

My new D&G shoes are making my back of my feet painful! That's why I was walking a bit funny when walking home cause the pain was getting worse!

Overall, CONCERT WAS SUPERB! I NEED A CLARINET TUTOR! I HAVE A SUDDEN URGE TO PLAY IN AI! I WANT A CLARINET! AND THAT'S ABOUT IT! HAHA..bye!

Christmas Lunch and Party!

2009-12-24T14:07:00.002+08:00

Hi.

So yesterday, I had band prac at MJC as usual. Then one time, Ms Sia looked at me and asked:"Are you playing first?" and I obediently nodded my head. She then said:"The balance is not right, go play third." and of course I went to play third with Lee Guan. Third is fun! love to play low notes sometimes. HAHA! We played a new song. It's Alfred Reed Second Suite. We only played the third and fourth movement. Third movement super fun cos it's clarinet soli like almost for 85% of the song. Fourth movement a bit screwed up cos i keep losing count and sometimes Ms Sia never conduct so I got lost and have to listen to people and see where they are!

After that, we had christmas lunch!! I didn't bring extra food and guess wad. The extra food is JJ send one and I though it was like a whole band thing. haha. We ate turkey and the ham. THANKS MS SIA! Had a really great time and then we had like the present balloting session. Amirah got my present and I got dunno who's present but it's a bar of Cadbury chocolate anyways. Haha.

After that, walked with Arian and Elaine to the bus stop and took the bus. It's so damn freaking hot and I kept sweating and sweating. Took the bus with Arian while Elaine go her friend house. Took train and then reach home and quickly bathe cos i am so sticky and sweaty. I played flute and then at 5 plus i took the bus to TM to meet Shang Zhi and guess wad?! He was still at home! He wanted me to buy the Pizza Hut stuff first but then I got NO MONEY! haha. Then I ask him quickly come and when he came bought the food and walked to Popular for awhile. Saw Pamela there and talk to her for 5 minutes while SZ was looking for he's lame books again! Took the food and took 29 and then BK boarded the bus also and we talk and talk and talk and reached Ms Ong's house.

I bought Ferrero Rocher for everyone. it wasn't enough cos I only bought 16 and it's a first-come-first-serve basis. Stupid SZ take 2 but then at least I pay lesser for the food cos he still owe me cab money! Everyone like snatch food at the beginning but after that everyone was less hungry and ate slowly. Lucky we didn't order pizza or else there will be too much food already! Chat with BK,Jerry,Ms Ong for a long long time and said all the lame things. Ms Ong's cheesecake is really the bomb! It's super nice. Drank wine and it's obvious that Joe was kinda drunk! and SZ face was so red even though he's complexion is very tan! Only me and Jerry was like not even red lo and not even drunk when we drank quite a few cups of wine. POWER SEH!

Stayed until 12 and then Yuquan,Joe,Jerry walked me to the bus stop and then later they can go swim=.=Took bus and then at interchange missed the last bus and walked home from there. Reached home at 1250 bathe then secretly used the Wifi cos my mom still watching tv and talked to Malik for awhile then I slept!

Had a really enjoyable time!

Today is Christmas eve and I'm at home doing nothing. I played flute for almost like 4 hours? I dunno. It's so fun! I'm trying to play the high notes properly. I keep hitting the low notes instead. AIR SPEED! Improving already! haha..

That's all!

BYE

Home & TM...

2009-12-21T21:51:00.002+08:00

Hey.

So as the title says, I was at home and at TM for the entire day. Well, at least I went out so I still am living and not decomposing.

Home:
Woke up and waited for my sis to wake up to practice piano. Played piano and used com for awhile to play restaurant city. I know. No life play some retarded game. After that, prepare to get out of the house for lunch with sis at pizza hut, buy christmas present and buy the sausage for the christmas party. When I was about to switch off the com, BK tweeted me and said Swensens is no longer taking any orders for their christmas food. So whatever, I am still going out lunch and get my christmas present.

TM:
So went to pizza hut for lunch. Ate and crapped with my sis. Later went to Famous Amos to buy 200gm of cookies. 100gm of cookies is seriously very little so let's not be a cheapo for the christmas gift and just spend $8.20 on the cookies. Took bus home.

Home:
Wanted to place the cookies into this nice tin container I had but the container was too small. So i decided to take out some of the cookies for myself to make the cookie bag smaller to fit inside the container. Managed to stuff it in and scotch-taped the sides and put a ribbon on top! haha. It looks more expensive than $8.20! Then talked to guan awhile online about his theory stuff. Then went to play Wii with my sis! Ate dinner. Checked theory syllables for grade 1-4 and it seems alright. I can do it. It's easy teaching(I hope!). Currently talking to guan and malik again on MSN.

Tomorrow going for DMN band to help sectionals and maybe talk to Mr Lim. Haha.

Nothing else to say!

BYE

BBQ and Orchard...

2009-12-20T21:10:00.002+08:00

Hi.

Ytd I went to MJCSB BBQ. And guess what? I was the only DSA person who went! See how enthusiastic I am! MUAHAHA!! So before that I went to the mrt station to find guan cos i have to pay him $12 for the SSW ticket. ARGH! He said FUCK in my face! NOOO! I thought he would forget about it then I can pay half price! So yah. We crapped for 15 minutes and I let him see my theory book. I guess he got a bit scared about it cause it's like weird and foreign to him. After that went to piano lesson. improved? Maybe but my running notes for my first piece is dying again. Getting inconsistent. and i'm doing the long-short and short-long rhythm again for my second piece again cos it's like all semiquavers! After that I 'rushed' to find Arian but haha. blame the mrt and the bus for taking so long to come! Then yay, reached Whitewater condo and met up with clarinet section again. everybody in my section were there except for shiying cos she's going overseas(and no one knows where). so yeah. ate and played games. it's more like section outing though. Played MRT again=.= and dionne is seriously violent. now my leg is still super red thanks to her and cos she self-defend and hit my arm, my arm has a bruise! went home then and slept!

Today, went to orchard! and yah. bought new ZARA jeans and also D&G shoes! hehe...so pampered! yeah..that's all...BYE

171209

2009-12-18T11:36:00.002+08:00

Hi.

Din blog ytd cos i was highing with malik and guanguan on MSN, as usual. So yesterday i went back to DMN band. I din cam-whore cos i was too lazy to stay in the afternoon! and i don't want my ears to bleed! haha..sorry if that sentence insulted anyone. So there were gross things happening during(actually before) sectionals. I shall not say it here. It's too gross to type it out anyways. Those in clar and malik and guan knows la..hehe..

so ya..it was interesting la ytd. came home and play piano and then slack. I was so tired ytd that i actually almost slept while reading a book. then i came online in the evening using ebuddy and screw ebuddy man...i hate the app for life! always cannot open one. so at 6plus start to high with malik and guan liao. then break cos of dinner haha.

Went back online and high for about 2 hours? talk loads of crap..and gross things!

haha..

today i shall read my book and ya..look through theory again and see my mistakes..hehe...i'm so screwed!

haha..

BYE

Band

2009-12-15T18:24:00.002+08:00

Hi.

So today I went back to DUNMAN BAND to help out with sectionals. I was fashionably late! but whatever, I'm suppose to be late! So ya, while setting up clarinet, meiyen walked in and she came back to take some stuff. and i think she went to play a bit of clarinet! I did long notes, chromatic, tonguing, tuning with them. AH! Ears bleed i tell u! Tried to play chords but dunno why suddenly thirds out of tune again. so i gave up and told the sec 1s to practice more! Maybe I shld push them as hard as my sec 2s during SYF.

The sec 2s clar gave me my farewell present and it's so nice. THANK YOU! Did legend of the ancient hero. The song is nice but then cos not everyone has that mellow tone yet, the sound is horrible! notice the word YET! After that had 'section' lunch at Macs and then went back to sch again. Saw yq and we talk awhile. joined them for prac and before tt mr lim did like sectionals with clar and he look at me and say why the section still like that. i guess i have to do better!

Went home with yq. played piano and reading now..hehe.

tml meeting mj clar section to buy christmas deco and then deco the section cupboard! after that i need to meet jerry,ju,lynn,marcus,sherry @ 1pm so to get lunch(?) and come my house and play WII!

haha...

BYE

boredom

2009-12-14T13:51:00.002+08:00

Hi.

So before i head off to reading the book that i bought like 1-month-ago-and-not-finished-reading-it-yet, i shall make a quick post!

It's monday and it's oh-so-boring without band. I had been doing theory for the past 2 days. I'm totally struggling with it cos i dunnoe wth i'm writing! So yes. FAILED ATTEMPT to get it done.

Tomorrow would be sectionals with DMN band. Mr Lim really wants my help so ya. At least i have something to do that's related to music!

Wednesday I am going to make Wii session! Jerry,Ju,Lynn,Marcus,Sherry,SSZ will come! ok. actually not sure about SSZ cos he say family day. PIU ah. Family day doesn't exist in my dictionary. I ask him to try and come and he replies me so damn quickly for the first ever time in the history of SSZ. So hope he can come la cos this is the only time that everyone can come. it's going to be super fun! too bad they can't have feast cos my mom is going out! but can have lunch and dinner with them la..

Thurs also sectionals..friday nothing to do again.

Saturday would be BBQ with mjcsb! so ya..arian just told me how wonderful mjc is![note the sarcasm] so at least i still have something to do this week la.

Photos are up on fb for FIESTA VOYAGE! go my profile and take a look. my seniors uploaded it. ya..

now i shld go read..

bye

FIESTA VOYAGE! 11/12/09

2009-12-12T13:28:00.002+08:00

Hi!

Yesterday was FIESTA VOYAGE 2009! It was awesome. so let's start from morning!

Morning: Woke up at 730 and couldn't sleep anymore. I guess i'm thinking of the upcoming concert la then cannot sleep! Suppose to have brunch with GG at 1115 but then cancelled cos very ma fan. In the end, GG,Malik and I met at our usual bus 38 at 12pm.

Afternoon: Reached TJC. so set up instrument, warm up and stone. brought percussion instruments to the audi and then set up chairs. damn cramp. sat at my seat and then tune. bloody tuning note always SHARP 5! but no choice la. cannot pull out the bell anymore so it's alright. lin sheng started to tune and tuning was good! then rehearsed thames journey. lin sheng a bit heck care about jungle la cos it's just for fun onli. played ponyo and the other songs. rehearsed how to walk in and bla..at 4pm, went back to the band room to rest while those performing for alumni have to quickly change cos they got alumni prac. then me,kelly,shirlin,darryn,belinda and iskandar were like sitting down and stoning..then i did something stupid that made shirlin laugh like mad. and darryn keep taking unglam photos of everyone..=.= then we continue talk talk. after that someone said the food come liao and we were damn hungry then went to the canteen. in the end, there wasn't any food yet. and i told them some really lame jokes. then we decided to change first. and the boys toilet was filled with people (girls and guys) . everyone making their hair. i sprayed my hair blue! so later went for dinner. the food was like....shall not elaborate on it.

FIESTA VOYAGE: so we settled down and warm instruments and tune once again. and then we continued to sit down there while seeing the audience walking in. then after a long long time, i saw yanhong,fiona and weikwang! and later dionne came and she say HAO HAO then i was like embarrassed. then the juniors came in the last few then they chase the alumni out of the seats. haha. then the concert start! it was so fun to play! and Jungle was fun la actually. intermission that time, juniors came to the stage and all of them shout hao hao when i was walking out..=.=so embarrassing. they passed me this snowman and i walk into the audi and dionne came running over with a pink flower and took photo! found fiona,yanhong and weikwang! talk talk talk.then later intermission over le so when to the top deck and listen alumni play. after percussion ensemble, play again. it was very very fun. after concert brought percussion back and peel out all the tape on the stage. went back to band room to keep instru and de-brief and iskandar actually left!! hai. he should have stayed. CAMERA CAMERA CAMERA later. took lots of photos. then later i msged amalia saying they go home first cos it was getting late. went home with malik and GG then they very sad that they got no photos to take. haha. i was like carrying a bag filled with sweets and my shoes and flowers, my clar case, and my bag. then i still wearing my black shirt and pants and shoes and the tie. when i walk around, people keep staring at me as if i'm a freak like that. haha.

OVERALL, HAD LOADS OF FUN DURING THE CONCERT! it was ooper fun like ooper! I like to thank all the tj seniors and the sec 4s clarinet section. had lots of fun! i want to thank my juniors and seniors who came! super touched!

it's over already and now i got nothing to do. the hectic week is finally over! i guess next week i doing sectionals with DMN clarinet section as requested by Mr Lim. and i will cos i got nothing better to do. MJC prac stop next week! hai...

i can't believe all these have ended. hai. will miss all of the seniors and sec 4s!

BYE

Fiesta Voyage!

2009-12-11T10:24:00.002+08:00

Woots! today's finally the day!!

it's fiesta voyage 2009!! ahh i can't wait!

yay...xien,adolphus,amalia,WL,JW,su'aidah,suhaila,sean,yanhong,fiona and dionne are going to the concert..

let's just pray dionne doesn't shout HAOHAO today! and the concert would be super fun!

meeting Guan at 12...and malik is like having section lunch at PP..so far away=.=yah...

after concert juniors ask me to treat them supper(or ice cream) so i say ok la..but i dunnoe wad time i can leave aniwaes..so they can wait for a long long time for my treat la..muahaha

ok...i should like cook lunch later..sianz...

BYE

4 more days...and...

2009-12-07T16:21:00.003+08:00

it's 4 more days to Fiesta Voyage concert!! so fast sia...been practicing hard and i think we will sound super nice! hope more people would buy the tickets cos we are low on sales though..had band prac this morning and i was super tired...i was just anticipating the ponyo song...haha..thames journey ok la...that jap song is so tiring to play lo..

after that went with malik and guan to mac for lunch...and went home..

went home play piano and now doing theory...argh..stupid diminished minor chords..i hate melodic minor scales man...irritating!

anyways...

ytd i sms someone and then he nvr even reply a single sms and i tot "wow"..maybe he's busy or maybe he's just too lazy to talk to me...

but then is like losing a friend all of a sudden feeling...it's the feeling of the future when we go our separate ways..when we go our separate ways, there's so little things to crap about with u...it's not a nice feeling...hai...all good things have to come to an end one day anyway...i try hard not to msg him today la...maybe tonite...hai...will really miss all my friends...:(

bye..

Saturday!!

2009-12-05T21:03:00.001+08:00

It's a SATURDAY!

but it's nothing different from another day in the hols. nothing much to do anyways..

popeyes in the afternoon. then piano..then dinner..

so boring..nothing much to do la//

BYE

2009-12-04T14:52:00.003+08:00

Hi.

went to MJCSB prac today. and thank god me seah din come cos i am the only first clar today! becos of OGR, the band onli like got 20+people? yah..super small! but at least got play songs la...finish liao.go home with shiying,arian. oh..and we saw our SL JianJun dancing outside the band room but then he din see us..super funny!

now at home..stoning and feeling super bored cos ssz is working so he cannot reply ms msgs and marcus is playing maple and he takes like forever to reply! i need more stories so that the next chat session can be as fun like on wednesday!

BYE

2009-12-01T15:48:00.002+08:00

Hi!

i am doing this cos someone by a name called joycetayxien want's me to do this..so i should just update.=.=

so tofu was super sweet today cos he purposely dress up for school and went back there in the morning to help me take my all-time favourite clarinet! i tot he had something in school that's why he went back but he actually just went back to take my clar! THANK YOU! super touched! then i started playing liao once i got home. the tone is super nice and my hypothesis is that it's the mouthpiece and ligature! the tjc one is the buffet mouthpiece and ligature but DMN's one is vandoren B40 mouthpiece and i forgotten wad's the brand of the ligature...so my tone was super nice in all notes! except this slight buzzing sound behind each note. getting on my nerves!

then i went out for lunch with marcusongqinwen. while on the way to meeting point, saw yanhong. but she din see me until i deliberately walked in front of her and clap my hands very loudly and then walk off! she ltr send me sms saying i scared her..hehe. sorry ya?
i boarded the bus like super late. and i reached the meeting point like 10 minutes late. little did i know, he was even later than me..=.=he reached like 5 minutes after me. went to mac and eat and saw this table filled with small little kids next to us and we were like super shocked that all of them like around the same age and it's from one mother! must be every year pop 1 out!

crapped a lot then go home lo...cos he quite tired..=.=

now updating blog and ltr going down to be maria with my mom and maybe prac clar again? it is so wonderful!

BYE

Miss all of u!

2009-11-30T21:41:00.003+08:00

I will miss all of u...seriously..our secondary school lives have already ended and i would miss every single moment with u guys for my entire secondary school life!

Yuquan: thanks for being a great listener for the past 4 years...love all ur jokes making me laugh..
Meiyen: u cuckoo head..had lots of fun joking and all the cuckoo things u do..thanks for the 4 years of cuckoo head..
Wenshee: super random and crazy which makes me laugh like hell sometimes...
Megan: for always being understanding and try to speak cantonese with me..hehe
Meiyin: 6 YEARS OF FRIENDSHIP!! thanks for listening and crapping and shouting and wadever u do that makes me happy!
Peishi: SCORPIO..Astro-psychology!! one day that might happen. thanks for all the kicking and crapping and laughing..
Sihui: piano people!!!! even though somethings happened but had lots of fun crapping!
Xinli: for being fun to be with and jokes and ur 'sarcasm' award!
Marcus: for being funny and trying to calm people down and jokes!
Sherry: for listening to all my lame things..=.=
Ju: thanks for the 'debate' sessions even though 90% of the time i lose...
Lynn: for being always happy making me happy being with u!
Shang Zhi: thanks for reading all my super ooper lame SMS and even replying it back. and also crapping on the way home. and being 'gay' cos the class says so...=.=
BK: fb and twitter pal! loads of fun talking online...

i will really miss all of u! thanks for making my secondary school life fun!

2009-11-30T15:28:00.002+08:00

Hi.

just received an email from MJCSB and they say practice starts from this wednesday! and i have TJCSB prac too and it's full day prac! so after much deliberation, i decided to go to the MJCSB prac on wednesday since it's the first band prac with them. then for 3 of MJCSB pracs i have to skip (even their tune in session) for the TJCSB band camp and prac for their upcoming concert!

MJCSB shld not hav sent me that email! now i feel like a mess!

doing grade 7 theory now..so boring! must write out chords again and must do the rules thing again. wah..how i dread it!

nothing to say le..at least i managed to solve all my problems!

2009-11-24T15:07:00.002+08:00

Hi!

ytd was awesome! went out with jerry,joe and sz! wonderful! went to find ms ong to watch fantastic mr.fox cos i have 5 free movie tickets i won from prom! hehe. it was ok la..just another cartoon loh. we went to UniQlo to find yq and jerome at ION Orchard and jerome seems quite happy but yq was like "i'm going to die!"..helped yq buy his dinner and he ate and talked for only 30 mins cos tt's his dinner time. went back to tampines for dinner at Han's. SZ,jerry,ms ong and me are all sick! have to eat grilled fish dory cos that's the healthiest. stupid SZ still go eat fries when he sore throat. now condition should be worse. muahaha. Take care ya? jerry too and ms ong too..we 4 sickos are like horrible! ms ong cannot blame cos she works. must blame SSZ for making me and jerry sick cos we slept in the same room as him during chalet and he was ald having a sore throat then!

aniwaes. went to Recruit Express today and applied and the person says she's going to call me once there's a job offer and that SSZ say he also apply and say he would get a job offer first..GRRR! i nid a job la. cannot rot at home.

Guanguan says his sick. seems like everyone is sick these days. if he's still sick by tonite then we shall not go the TJC thing tml. Hope he's alright too.

THANKS EVERYONE YTD AND ALL THOSE THAT MADE ME LAUGH AND SMILE! WILL MISS U GUYS SOOOO MUCH! to the ppl ytd: Wii one day k? haha

BYE!

2009-11-20T20:17:00.002+08:00

Hey!

Long time no post! this week was exciting and it's already over! yes, i have the same feeling as SSZ. it's really weird that we nvr truly said bye to some of the ppl and they just left and we will not see them until next year! this is so weird!

ok. there was graduation tea party and OB on tuesday. can't believe they actually place our sec 1 photos! so embarrassing! after that went to eat at SUBWAY and bought wrapping paper and go to bugis and orchard! i should have bought like a shirt for prom loh. at least a white one! that's it loh

wed was prom. so went to mel's house to meet up and bring straightener and curler! help ju straighten her hair and went there late and din take photo! n i was horribly dressed! admit it wch! it's like cos ur mom dun allow! sooo PISSED! i should bought like a black or white shirt then at least i like fit in! i feel so weird! and nvr take photos with loads of ppl cos we went there late! ARGH!

then ytd was chalet and couldn't sleep until 6 am today for half an hour! but it was ok la the chalet. went to band farewell for awhile cos i wan to pass them their presents! and thanks for all of ur presents my wonderful juniors! still waiting for my section the sec 2s one! played games and i dragged my wii there. lucky i brought wii or else a lot of ppl will feel bored! talked and played! and i just realized ssz actually snore really loudly and violent when he's sleeping. he can just use his hands and hit u and snore damn loudly until u cannot take it!

today is so-called farewell to most of the ppl la. except joe,jerry,ssz and some others..cos we going watch movie on monday! free movie tickets! won from prom! haha!

actually there are many details in between but lazy type!

GDBYE!

2009-11-12T10:56:00.002+08:00

Hi.

today's the 2nd last day of O levels! Like finally...time flies when u have exams! after tomorrow it would be freedom!

lots to do after friday..think friday go shopping for band farewell gifts for my wonderful juniors..[including Ms Tan who wants tic tac orange flavor]..WILL MISS DMN BAND sooo much! I love all my sec 3 juniors especially cos we got really close..

amalia for sitting beside me for 2 yrs and joking making me laugh..adolphus for being lame...xi en for being crazy! just realized how crazy my section the sec 3 juniors are..keep up the good work..spread your craziness to the sec 1s and 2s..must remember them..still got others like suhaila, su'aidah, sean, weishan, the two jasmines, qistina, cheng ting! WILL MISS U GUYS!

i think band changed me...i can't live without band anymore! and it's the first time that i love the clarinet! obsession!

haha...

then must help in amazing race..OB..prom..ahhh...sooo many things!!!

my money all going to fly away liao! still awaiting my very belated b'day present!

that's all...go and read through bio again..BYE

2009-11-02T17:17:00.002+08:00

Hi.

2nd week of Os. next week would be the last week and freedom at last. FREEDOM[sounds a bit like the D&G new fragrance advert]! I'm really tired thanks to the SS paper in the morning at 8AM!! Why do they have to make exams start so early.

SS was not bad. At least i managed to finish 98% of the paper! and BONDING SINGAPORE CAME OUT!!! I was super happy! I studied for bonding singapore! haha to those stupid ones who go study Venice! Venice is dumb!

Chem was tiring and easy! I was yawning like throughout the entire paper and guess what, i didn't check my work thoroughly enough and realized i made some mistakes. but what's done is done. i can't reverse time!

I wanna go out to study tomorrow at starbucks!

wednesday is physics and geog...save me!

2009-10-29T22:12:00.002+08:00

hey.

it's Os and i'm still blogging! wonderful! I'm also on twitter!! TWITTER ROCKS! Follow me! my username is chunnhonng!

ok. i'm just being paranoid! I miss band SOO much! After Os la!

Monday-English [it's finally over!]
Tuesday-EM P1 [it's finally over]
Wednesday-EM P2 [birthday and it's finally over]
Thursday-Am P1 [it's finally over!]
Friday-AM P2 [soon to be over]

next week then is the partial horror week. SS/Geog, Pure Physics, Pure Chem, Pure Bio! WOAH! my brain cells might all die by the end of Bio P2!

I don't really feel like studying! IT;s boring!

my birthday was kinda great? maybe. Thanks to PS for treating me STARBUCKS [my all time favorite], MXC for treating me an upsized mac meal [love my double chesseburger and gave you extra monopoly stickers], my sis for that oh-so-wonderful earphones, my mom for buying the cake [even though it's mango], my dad for doing erm....[lemme think] and all those wonderful people who sent and wished me happy birthday! I LOVe YOU!

Os don't feel like Os. It's less stressful!

wadever..i'm a band freak so if i write music things over here no one might understand me[no sweeping statements there]!

BYE

2009-10-17T15:53:00.002+08:00

Hi.

It's Saturday,17 October. On the 26 of October, it would be the beginning of O levels. Time flies and I guess this year was memorable. If we can just exclude the part of mucus boy then yah it is.

Made new friends. Friends made fun of me and ehem. yah..

I'll miss you guys.

thanks.

Bye.

2009-09-25T21:39:00.003+08:00

Hi.

The past few days was not as tiring as last week. Maybe it's because I am starting to get used to all the Night Study Programme. I really got nothing to post about these days. Everyday is the same routine.

Here's the daily routine of WCH:
1. Wake Up
2. Go to School
3. Lessons
4. Recess
5. Lessons
6. Lunch
7. Revision
8. Dinner
9. Night Study Programme
10. Home
11. Zzz

That's so boring. There's only 1 more month to Os and I still got a feeling I am still not doing that well for my English. I'm really afraid that I might get my B3 for it. I must take the remaining 1 month to work hard.

Ok. Nothing to write le. Bye! LoVe MuSiC!

2009-09-20T15:54:00.002+08:00

Hi all.

I know it has been a long time since I posted. It's not my fault right? Night classes, homework and revision are taking up all my time making me think that I have no life now. I just need a break from all these crazy things happening to me right now.

I just realized that I might have contracted Facebook addiction. LOL! I was feeling rather down when I didn't log onto Facebook for 1 day. That's when I realized that I might most probably be having an addiction problem. I think it's not that serious so it's no big deal.

I'm suppose to be doing my situational writing right now but I need to rest for awhile. After my situational writing, most probably I would be playing the computer again.

No one is at home and I am feeling bored. Should I SMS somebody? Hai. Boredom. Yesterday was totally not productive because I keep using the computer when i tried to study because there's no one at home yesterday afternoon so in the end, I only revised 2 chapters of Biology which kind of suck.

I think I should go and finish my Situational Writing first.

Currently fascinated by Tchaikovsky's Fantasy Overture. He found inspiration from Shakespeare's "Romeo And Juliet". So you can hear the tragedy in the beginning, the fight against the families in the middle, and of course a "love theme" in the middle too. After all, it is a romantic tragedy.

I want my clarinet. I planned to buy one as soon as possible then I can join the PhilYouths next time and also take clarinet exam. I WILL GET IT!!!

BYE. LoVe MuSiC!

2009-09-12T22:17:00.002+08:00

Hi.

Long time no post. This is mostly due to the fact that I have to study for my Os and also I am too lazy to update. Even though I am online every single day but I still study. I think I don't feel like studying hard this week because it's the "holidays". I really need a 1 week break before I can study like some crazy-maniac. I am unlike some people in my school who studies so hard and have no life.

The past week was school and more school. At least the week's program is finished. At least Thursday was fun..

On Thursday after the oh-so-boring Bio, Wenshee,Meiyen,YuQuan,Joelynn,Joanne,MingXuan and me went up to the band store. Instead of listening to them playing, we went inside the band store. I miss those days when we will set the instruments together and crapping inside the band store. After writing some letters, There was CHALK in the flute cupboard. Joelynn started to write "band! we miss you!". We were supposed to only write our names once. In the end, it was a war to see who can write the most and biggest name. I guess the winner is WS and she write her name continuously from the centre to the clarinet cupboard. Took pictures later. I wonder how the juniors felt..touched?

It was so fun and I hope this would happen again since we are all not so close to each other now. That's what I think. Hope we can hang out together again like last time. Hadn't had so much fun for the past 8 months already. You guys brought the joy back into my life. THANK YOU!

Today, I was randomly searching for classical songs on YouTube, and I chance upon Tchaikovsky's Romeo and Juliet. Romeo and Juliet is a play written by Shakespeare about a guy and a girl falling in love with each other. Basically the story is, they fell in love on the first day, got married on the second day and die on the third day. So I guess this could be known as "love at first sight". The song is really ROMANTIC!! You can listen to the fall in love part in the middle and the troubles they had or something at the beginning. It is a wonderful piece.

Ok..I shall sleep soon..BYE. LoVe MuSiC

2009-09-01T20:27:00.002+08:00

Hi!

It's teacher's day today so obviously, it's a school holiday. Woopee, my foot! I have to study. The weather is too tempting for an afternoon nap but NO! If I sleep in the afternoon, I don't have to sleep at night already. My body functions as if there's only a specific number of hours that I can sleep in a day.

I am seriously very tired. Last week and this week was totally horrible. I never felt so tired before in my life. I spent a minimum of 12 hours in school everyday. Dunman Secondary School is my second home I tell you. I spent more time in school then at home causing my mom to get damn frustrated at times. She can't blame me though since the school has planned the schedule out. Sometimes I wonder why we can't have the remedial in the afternoon. Why at night? Maybe they have done a survey and realized that the students in the school are usually a night person[meaning a person who studies best at night]. I guess they have it wrong since I will not concentrate at night and only can concentrate in the afternoon and morning. Well, majority wins I guess.

I really wanted to study real hard today but the weather is just preventing me from heading forward. I want to study really hard. I don't want be the person to be crying at one corner and have someone to wipe the tears off my cheeks next year. I don't want to be the person to be having tears of sadness. I don't want to regret not doing my best when I can do it right now. I think that booster session has really impacted me greatly. I know I have already got into MJC via DSA but I still don't want to have an ugly certificate. I want to get at least 5 distinctions so I would be able to receive the award during Speech Day next year. I promised Mr Lim as well.

I really hoped for the next 55 days I can really buck up and study really hard. Time does flies and now it's already September when 9 months ago, I was still saying there's still quite some time before Os. Now, there's no more time.

Here's my plans for the next 55 days:
1. Focus in night study sessions.
2. Do all my homework and do them on time.
3. Do at least 1 full length EL paper every week.
4. Work really hard.
5. Play hard, Work hard.
6. Pay now, play later.

I cannot continue being side-tracked by the thought of playing the piano or clarinet. I must really focus hard now. On Thursday going to get back Prelim results. My L1R5 is 15, L1R4 is 9. As long as I feel satisfied that my English results have greatly improved and my Humanities are getting better, I need not be that worried that I would fail but I must still work hard to get at least a B3 during Os. Still having troubles in answering short questions and situational writing.

Ok. I have to do some biology today. Bye! LoVe MuSiC!

2009-08-26T17:28:00.004+08:00

Hi.

I didn't post for such a long time. Thanks to the oh-so wonderful Night Studies and the Prelim Exams, I don't have the time. I got back almost all my papers for Prelims already. Just left the Summary question because Ms Yew haven't finish marking the last few people in the class. So I guess we will only get back our Summary back tomorrow. This prelim exams is one of the best exams ever in my Sec 4 life. It's the only time which I DID NOT fail anything[I think]. I finally passed my English after weeks of hard work and practice.

I am like super happy because I have 4 distinctions too. It's incredible when I didn't have the time to finish all my revision. Here are my results so far:

English-pending[composition-20/30, situational-16/30, short questions-13/25]
Chinese-B3
Mathematics-A1
Additional Mathematics-B4[despite failing paper 2 by 1 mark]
Chemistry-A1
Physics-A2
Biology-A2
Combined Humanities(S/G)-C5[a great improvement from C6]

So far, if I only count my R5, it would be 11 points. Not bad since it is a school prelim paper which is slightly tougher than the actual O level papers. For my english results, I need to get a 13 for summary to get a B4 and a 20 to get a B3. I just hope I done well for EL this time since I got an E8 for EL for Mid-year.

I am super happy!! I cannot believe that I had greatly improved my English at last. I feel more confident now that I could get at least an A2 for Os.

School is totally crap now. There's practically nothing to do except practice papers and it's only revision and those dreaded Night Studies are a torture to all of us.

Yesterday had Humanities Night study and it was totally suckish thanks to the Humanities teachers who asked us to do both SS and Geog in 3 hours. It's mental. My hand was aching in pain. Thank God there's no night study today because our maths start next week or else I might suffer from amnesia soon. Tomorrow got all 3 sciences and friday is as usual, English. I'm really hating this but I know it benefits us so don't whine![yes ps. DON'T WHINE!]

But yesterday was really a fun day before night study. I went with PeiShi, XueHan, SiHui, MingXuan, Megan, WenShee, MeiYin and Julia for lunch. We went to KFC for lunch and then went to Subway to buy cookies. It's so nice! I love SubWay cookies. We were walking to the interchange when a partially-blind lady asked PS for directions and the whole group escorted her to Bengawan Solo and then helped her board Bus 72. Went back to school and we tried to study until MeiYin started to cry due to I-don't-know-what-reason. Julia was a bit psychotic and she went close to Meiyin and tried to rape her and kiss her. Lots of shouting and laughter and Julia really did kiss MeiYin and she was overly-traumatized. Later MeiYin was singing some songs for PS and then Megan said it was the angel singing. In the end, we asked MeiYin to sing songs. Her voice is seriously nice for opera and I think she should go and train her singing. We tried to improvise her song and tried to record it down but then it was a total screw-up thanks to laughter and i-don't-know-what. Later Julia tried to do some Chinese Opera dance while MeiYin sang some Chinese opera and it was totally hilarious. I think WenShee has the video. Super Funny! Those people are the best man. 4C is like seriously the best class in the world.

I am not going to study today but decided to read the book that Ms Ong has recently added to the class library as she wants to start a reading habit in our class. I will read finish it by today or tomorrow.

Ok. I got to go now. I have to bathe. Weather is totally wonderful. LoVe MuSiC. BYE

2009-08-23T21:14:00.002+08:00

Hi.

Today morning went to Marcus' concert and his religion the Brass Band. First time hearing a brass band. Kind of good. I have high expectations in music ok people? Overall, it's still a nice performance. Went with Joe, Jerry, SZ, Jia Hui, Sherry, Li Jin, Calise and Mei ting.

After that, Meiting and Li Jin went home while the rest went to the round market there for lunch. After that, we went to SAFRA to play pool. We played for 2 hours. Very fun!!!

Came home and played Wii with sis.

Anyways, I planned out my whole month study timetable already. It's so difficult to plan out what you want to study because you practically study everything for Prelims. At least I managed to plan out Social Studies.

I also planned to do at least either 1 essay or 1 compre a week and hand it up to Ms Ong to mark so I can improve my English.

I don't wanna go school tomorrow. It's almost torturous to get to school now. Prelims are over but it doesn't feel like the end of it because a major one is upcoming. SAVE ME!! It's very boring. I need my music to satisfy me daily needs.

Things that WCH needs everyday to stay alive and happy:
1. MUSIC!!!
2. FOOD!!
3. WATER!!
4. LAUGHTER!!

If I lack any of those any day, I tell you, I will faint and die. Life is too short to stay in sadness and darkness. I want to play the piano forever and not stop playing it. It's such a beautiful instrument. I also want to learn the clarinet. I excel better in the clarinet than the piano despite learning the clarinet for only 3 years.

On saturday, I went with my mom and sis for lunch and my mom ask me what I wanna be when I grow up. I like shit. I can't say I want to be a musician because she would most probably reject my idea and say I am stupid. Guess what? She did not say that. She say maybe I can become a pianist in the future and then open a music school cum tuition center then can earn big bucks because Singaporeans love tuition and wants their child to learn music to become smarter.

She say I should work part-time in MOS Burger after Os but then I want to learn the clarinet that time and go back to DMN band and help out for their concert. haha. So devoted.

I'm going to sleep soon. I just ate a tub of Haagan-Daaz ice-cream with my sis just now. It's heaven. I will dread school tomorrow especially it's the release of Prelim papers.

BYE

2009-08-16T15:38:00.004+08:00

Hi!

I was reading Yuquan's blog. Even though he's not my closest friend anymore, I still treat him as a friend. So I had nothing better to do, I decided to read people's blogs again. What a wonderful life you have, chun? He was writing how good it was in the past. There's this part about me with wenshee and meiyen. Go to www.quantities.blogspot.com to read more. I wasn't really insulted. I guess times have changed and for the better too.

I miss the past too where I can continuously crap with Fiona and YanHong for 1 hour at KFC. It was the best lunch I had. I don't even remember why we were laughing like some crazy people and there were lots of people around us.

I miss my band friends so much because they were my first secondary school friends ever. But things will change and it did and it's going all right. Things are back to normal after the entire thing and we met new friends and blah.

Anyways, that's just too angst. Why are there so many people's life which are like that. Sad and miserable and lonely. Always saying how life sucks with this person and blah. You know what you can do every time something irritating or somebody stupid annoys you? Forget about them and continue your life. You are not going to live your entire life in misery. That's dumb. Sorry for any insults I made. If you disagree, flood my tag-board with reasons why you disagree.

Life is too short to live in misery. Enjoy it and have fun.

Os are around the corner and I'm still having a bit of problem with conversation but I think I'm improving. Tomorrow I have to take the stupid CL prelim paper. I don't want to do it. What if I get an A2 for CL? hai..

I don't want to do prelims anymore but luckily left Emaths 1, Chem 1&2, Physics 1 and Bio 1. So it should be wonderful..I would be free after prelims. Not really lah. Have to focus on Os by then.

I am going to study Chem now. Must focus on environment as said by Mrs Rosemary Lim..haha..BYE

2009-08-15T22:13:00.003+08:00

Hi!

Yesterday and today was kind of fun...I think.

Yesterday: Went to Lynn's house after Amaths paper with joelynn, judaxil, sherry, marcus, moy..Yah..we bought instant noodle to Lynn's house and judaxil and joelynn started to cook it for us. Moy ate mashed potatoes from 7-11. Disgusting. Played audition until 1pm. Got oral then I wait until 5 plus until my oral started. 530start. 815end. Went with jerry, raymond and ms ong to TM for dinner. Later, they went to watch 'Where got Ghost?' and they used the HSBC card I have. I went home. Super tired....

Today: Went for oral consultation in the morning. I wait for SZ for so long. Late as usual. Went for oral..had a funny conversation..laugh like some crazy people when weishan and adolphus were having Bio consultation at the next table. Then we went for lunch at BK. Bk[Bing Khaing] was saying the last time he stepped on the interchange and in TM was during Sports Day. Deprived. He needs help to relax. Ate and talk about stuff. In the end, the conversation turned to a Moy conversation. We were planning to wait for the Humanities results to come out and then wake him up so that his combined humanities would not suck during Os. At least there are people who actually thinks about him lah. Then I went to airport to find jerry, raymond and ms ong because I promised to study with them and also I have to get the movie ticket money. I almost lost my way in T3 and i though I had a good sense of direction. Guess I was wrong. The tcc was located at some secluded corner that I almost could not see it. Stupid design. Studied non-stop for 3-4 hours on chemistry. With occasional laughs and talks. Ms ong almost died marking the Lit paper. haha.

I conclude that people study better and are more focussed whenever their teachers are around. haha. Jerry and Raymond went home for dinner. I ate dinner and when home. Such a tiring day. Had lots of talk with ms ong. Gossips and stuffs....

Ok. I have already completed studying my Chemistry and even done the tys. Tomorrow, continue again loh but won't be that focussed lah.

Monday still got chinese paper. THey did not postpone it. hai..I don't feel like going.

Schedule for the rest of the month:
19 aug: EL O LEVEL ORAL, O LEVEL CL RESULTS
21 aug: career guidance
30 aug: graduation photo shoot with sis

How boring..After prelims, I will cry over my EL results. Need to work hard..Then i have to study for Os already. Then by that time, I would have so much motivation to study and I will get 8 As I tell you...

haha..BYE

2009-08-09T13:35:00.002+08:00

Hi.

Today's National Day!! Happy birthday Singapore!! Today also got the Pledge Moment thing at 8.22pm. My family suddenly wants to have steamboat at home so they have zoomed off to Meidi-ya or some high-class supermarket in ION orchard to buy the ingredients. I'm stuck at home[prelims you know]. studying SS and I still haven't got anything inside my brain yet. At least I got the gist of it.

I think I'm going to do some other revision later. I really don't feel like studying but I really have no choice. Thank god tomorrow is a public holiday so I don't have to wake up early on a Monday morning. Tuesday then have SS and Emaths paper so I think I should be able to finish my revision by then.

I have to love the subject in order to do well in the subject. This week going to have 1 oral consultation with Ms Ong and another one with Mdm Fazelinda. Well, O levels EL Oral will be next week so I want to do my best because the percentage of oral is equivalent to 1 essay.

I should go back to studying. BYE

2009-08-08T13:36:00.002+08:00

Hi.

It's the weekends at last and this week would be a long weekend. Thanks to National Day which is on a Sunday and thus, Monday would be a public holiday! However, it's still the Preliminary Exams and so this whole weekend I would be studying. I dread Tuesday's paper. It would be SS and Emaths. I hate SS!!!! I just hope that this time I will pass my Social Studies. If I fail again, that will be the end of my life!

Currently still at SS even though I already read through it once[except Venice]. I shall practice Maths after my lunch.

hai..I also don't know what to blog about.

I need to study lah.....i hate it!

BYE

2009-08-05T21:11:00.002+08:00

Hi.

I shall make a post first before I go to the English file and start reading up on situational writing. I am totally weak in that area and after discussing the things with Ms Ong today, I feel so foolish that I didn't do the essay properly. I want to stab myself with a knife for doing something so dumb.

The past few days have been like study, study and study. Life of a Secondary 4 student. Prepare to suffer the same fate you juniors. It's so not fun and this year should be the most memorable. Well, my memorable is not the typical memorable though. Kind of a sad one but still memorable. What am I talking about? I'm just ranting.

Today we had back our Prelims English Oral results and guess what? I HAVE 30/40!! My reading was Band 1! I am super excited! At least I know that my oral results can help to pull up my abysmal English results. Oh. And by the way, Ms Ong says she will be treating 2 people to a buffet if their English can get an A1 or have the biggest improvement. I am so aiming for that man. I just have to get a B and I might most probably get the reward. I CAN DO IT!

Tomorrow having Oral Consultation in the afternoon and also on Friday too. I want to do well for English. I can risk all my sciences and maths for English and Humanities. I hope I will pass my Prelims with flying colors.[sorry that's so cliche]

Tomorrow is English[1127/1 & 1127/2] so I hope that the argumentative and narrative are quite easy so I can choose. The paper 2 I have to read the questions really carefully so I won't make any mistakes. AND I CANNOT PHRASE IT WEIRDLY!

Ok..i have to study bye

2009-08-01T14:19:00.002+08:00

Hi.

Today went to school for English lesson. We were doing the situational writing skills and I really hope that this lesson has really benefitted me as much as it can. When Ms Ong was about to say finish the 2007 situational writing, she was very angry and started shouting at Darren because he was talking non-stop for the past hour or so to them. She said:"Darren, you can take over the lesson if you want." Then she left the class. I was in shock and feeling angry at the same time. Darren still made a fool and still act as if nothing happened and really go to the visualizer and ask where she stopped. It's so not funny. It's damn annoying and I was really pissed. He could have quickly went to apologise to Ms Ong for talking in class. He did went to find her but then she came back when some others went to find her too. She was very angry and she said things which really is very true.

People!! Can you please grow up and stop fooling around? Not a lot of teachers stay back so late for us and also waste their Saturday sleep time to come and teach us and help us to get an A1 for our subjects. If you are getting all then that's good because the teachers have done a great job. It's the O levels and the Prelims are just around the corner and our situational writing is not even good and you are still thinking it's nothing. If you were the one teaching and no one is listening to you, will you feel annoyed as well or will you just ignore? I don't know. I really get angry and pissed when some idiots really piss the teachers off. If you don't want to do well in your Os then don't let others suffer with you. Our English results are not even satisfactory. Furthermore, I failed English in Mid-year. You think that's funny? I have been practicing English for the whole June holidays and I know how teachers really risk their time to help us.

At this moment, there will certainly be some people who protest and things but I don't care because I have the right to speak.

I don't what's wrong with some people. If you know you are in the wrong, then apologise. Is it that difficult to say a single 'Sorry'.

I know I'm really sensitive to all these crap. Just don't irritate anymore teachers. The class still needs them all right?

BYE

2009-07-26T15:23:00.002+08:00

Hi.

Wow. I didn't blog for almost a week but it's all right because I don't even have the time to blog. If anyone is reading this blog at all, please take note that I will not be updating this blog as often as before because my Preliminary Exams are coming and I need the time to study.

This week was sheer torture for I think the Pure Science students. Thursday is our horror day. All 3 sciences having remedial one after another until 6 plus. I guess this is how much I must suffer until O levels are over. I can handle it. I don't think it's that stressful yet because the teachers have been giving us revision papers and past year papers one after another so I think that's enough revision to do before our Prelims start.

Friday had night study and we were supposed to do 2 essays. One on Holiday and the other one I did was Fear. My essay on Holiday was still ok but I think the one on Fear is totally stupid and cliche. That's why I cannot write a narrative. I hate to write beautiful phrases and emotions just to potray something simple like a happy face.

Saturday had lessons then after that I went to find the band members and see what they were doing. After band, I went with the juniors to Budget Cafe and talk about the recent things. I miss those people. They are so funny. while walking to Budget, I saw that group again and I waved at them but guess what, no one waved back and I was like OK. It does not affect me anyways. No one likes me in the class. I'm just a freak in the class. Su'aidah was concern and she ask what was wrong but I said I can handle it and she does not have to be worried. At least I know that someone is caring enough to know that I still exist in this world. Other people include Peishi and Meiyin who also care about me.

Today, study and study....how boring but that's life. Good luck to those taking the Prelims next week. That includes the don't-wave-back-at-me-and-not-even-say-a-single-hi clique. I don't care how you treat me but I still want to wish you guys good luck because it concerns our future. I sometimes still wonder if I am invisible to you people. No point thinking about you guys. Just killing more brain cells.

loving life.

BYE

2009-07-21T16:55:00.002+08:00

This post is for ngyuquan. Yes you.

First of all, I'm not going to put profanites in this post and neither am I going to scold you.

yes, ngyuquan. I knew you since Sec 1 in Secondary 1F. We became friends when I met you at the band auditions. I remembered at the 2nd audition, you went in first and thought it was bad and I went in next. I saw you at the bus stop after my audition and I told you across the street that my audition was alright. From then on, we became friends with the other band members like joelynn, meiyen, wenshee, megan, matthew, shila. We studied hard in Sec 1 and at the EOY, you done better than me and you went to 2A while I went to 2B.

In secondary 2, I find you for recess or more appropriately, you find me for recess and we will then find huimin and the rest. All of a sudden, you decided not to go down for recess anymore. I was worried when one time you fainted during flag raising. I met new friends and you met new friends too. We still saw each other in band and still have a wonderful friendship. Both of us went through SYF'07 so we knew how each other felt. We were both in the same chinese class and we laugh and laugh of all the dumb things that we do. both of us then moved on to secondary 3 and we were both in the same class.

In secondary 3, both of us went to the same class and there were others too who were our friends. In that year, you joined a clique which I do not like but you were happy there so it's alright. I did not know about many things in Secondary 3 about you so we had nothing much to talk about. but we still went out together sometimes and I still remembered the trip to Vivo with meiyen and wenshee where meiyen broke her slippers. We still had fun. Both of us became SLs and were the seniors in band. You were very stress because your section was a bit of a problem. I tried to help but then I guess I failed.

In secondary 4, we were still in the same class and we are now taking Os. Something bad happened in January and it has lasted all the way until April. At that time, no one trusted me and I knew it so I learned to change. I learned to keep my mouth shut. After band, I always leave really quickly so I will not meet you guys. Your birthday came and I guess I did something dumb again. We lost contact already at that time. Term 2 came and you had new friends like Darren, Jerome, Xuan Hong. I was just another boy sitting in the corner of the classroom, indifferent of what is happening around me. You had fun with them. Fun which I cannot give to people. You didn't come to find me anymore about homework or any queries you have but you had others to ask from.

I'm not angry with you. I'm not sad or mad. I am just a bit paranoid at times. You will still be my friend even though I don't have contact with you anymore. Secondary school life for me is like a roller coaster ride. Good luck for your Os and hope you get into the JC that you want to go. Here's an advice: Study for 1 hour and take a 15 minute break. This is what I do so that my mind would not be overloaded with information.

Bye,

2009-07-17T20:48:00.002+08:00

Hi.

Today I had my Prelims English Oral. It was quite ok but when they said the conversation is unexpected, it is unexpected. The passage and picture was still all right but then I don't think I speak enough for picture discussion. The conversation came and the first question was:"Describe a memorable art lesson you had."

I was shocked and said about the Secondary 2 art work. I don't think I made it sound memorable. Well, I think my other questions were still alright. Second question:"What colour would you choose to represent yourself." THAT WAS UNEXPECTED! I said green!

Last question:"what do you think of painting on classroom walls?" I said advantages and disadvantages but I don't really think I said enough! ARGH!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

After that, I found Shang Zhi, Jerry and Raymond. Raymond wanted to finish up his Biology workbook and since I had nothing to do, I sticked around. We were at the 2nd floor, outside the Biology lab and there were 2 plastic things which was suppose to put the awards and things for display. The plastic cupboards were empty and we could open the small compartment below so we wanted Jerry to go in and we take a picture. Jerry went to buy drinks first and so Raymond said let someone try it first and we asked SZ. He didn't want to go in. I went in instead because it was kind of interesting. It was so small and the air was so still inside, it's as if I might die from lack of air. SZ took pictures with me acting like an idiot inside. Pictures next time.

Later we kept taking pictures of different people in the cupboard. There were 3 teachers that walked by and we thought they were going to scold us but instead they called us to go back in and they take pictures. We brought entertainment into their boring Fridays in school.

They went to watch HP6 while I went home after that. Incredibly, they were able to get tickets. I'm watching it tomorrow with my family! SO EXCITED!!

Ok. Enough crapping, BYE

2009-07-16T20:31:00.003+08:00

Hi.

This morning I was super pissed and angry at the same time. I shall recount on the events that happened today during English lesson.

8am: Ms Ong came into the class to start the English lesson where we were supposed to discuss in groups about the picture discussion that we have. Before Ms Ong gave out the pictures, I was staring blankly into space at Sherry's direction and then Sherry waved and said "MJ". I smiled because she knew that I had gone into MJC via DSA. J***** then said so loudly:"WHO WOULD DSA INTO MJC?" I was damn pissed. If it was a normal conversation outside class, I would straight away shout at him:"THEN WHY CAN'T I DSA INTO MJC? IS IT AN OFFENSE. I LIKE TO DSA INTO MJC SO IS IT ILLEGAL?"

Y***** was beside him and then he said:"YAH LOH. WHO AH?" If it was outside class I would shout:"THEN DO YOU THINK YOU CAN PASS THE AUDITION? DO YOU EVEN KNOW HOW TO PLAY CONCERT D MAJOR? YOU THINK YOU ARE SO GOOD?"

I felt like killing these people at that time. Luckily I learned anger management since I can seriously flare up any moment as seen by what my response would be if the whole situation happened after class.

This is my decision to get into MJC via DSA. Why don't you say others? Why do you all want to go into TJC? Is it all that good? Do you know that you cannot be too complacent now? Since there's a chance to use DSA, why not use it? Do YOU seriously think that your Os would be straight A1s all the way? I'm not insulting your intelligence or anything. I'm just telling you that in the future, keep your comments to yourself, if you want to say it out, say it softer. People have feelings too you know.

If you were the one being said, would you feel comfortable? I guess not too. I seriously think your EQ level is like 50. A RETARD!

And to the other person, I don't know who you become into. You are now friends with them and you think that I'm a freak and a useless freak. Think AGAIN! You are a totally different person now. Who the hell are you now?

I don't know what happened to all my previous friends. Maybe I was wrong to know them in the first place.

I feel much happier now without them.

I have to study now...I have many feelings inside me now and I just want to shout it out!! I don't have the right to do this though in front of them.

BYE

2009-07-15T21:49:00.002+08:00

Hi.

This is my 50th post so I'm halfway to having a 100th post soon. Ok, randomness.

Today in school, incredibly, I do not feel like sleeping for the first time! Let's give a round of appluase to Mr Wong Chun Hong.*claps*. Recently, i had been very lethargic and I was not able to focus in class but today I could. I doubt that tomorrow I would be since there is a 3-period Biology lessons tomorrow and let's just pray fervently that she doesn't sing a lullaby tomorrow that would set everyone in the class to sleep mode.

I wanted to stay in school to study today but then there was Prelim English Orals and they were using our classroom so we weren't allowed to stay inside. Thus, I went to eat lunch with Marcus, Bk, Judaxil and Debbie before going home with the one and only Tan Mei Yin who has been my friend since P5. We talked about many things and about my DSA stuff. She also applied for DSA to MJC so I'm hoping she would get in so that I can continue seeing her in the future.

Tomorrow is the worst day of the week because there are so many subjects and also it's a very long day especially with the dreaded Science remedial tomorrow until I don't know what time but I still have to leave at 4.15 so that I can go to MJC on time. I have to sign something tomorrow at MJC.

I have to finish my Physics TYS now so BYE.

2009-07-14T20:28:00.002+08:00

Hi.

Here's a quick post before I start studying.

I was in school today and I stayed back after school to study and also for oral consultation. Incredibly, my conversation had 13/16 so it's a big improvement from last time. While I was studying or daydreaming, I received a phone call from some number which I obviously do not recognise. I picked it up and there's a woman speaking. She asked to speak to Chun Hong so I said it's me. She said she's calling from MJC and at that time my heart was beating so fast I think it could be as fast as_________{fill in the blank]. Adrenaline pumping while I was waiting for my result. She said MJC is offering a place for me there! At that time I was already jumping around the classroom and shouting and I think the woman on the line must think I'm crazy. She asked me if I want to accept it or not and or course I said yes! So, I'm going to MJC on thursday to sign something to approve my successful application.

This is one of the best days of my life! YAY!!

BYE

2009-07-13T20:44:00.002+08:00

hi.

It's MONDAY!! The first day of the week and also the first day of my horrible plans to study this week. I just cannot stand studying sometimes. Why do we have to study so much? It's not as if we are going to do something related to these subjects in the future. Unless you are some kind of genius or maybe some sort of person who has interest in a particular subject that you might consider getting a job related to it. Sometimes I wonder why we cannot take up subjects that we like. Why aren't we allowed to choose the subjects that we are interested in instead. Also, why do our school sometimes don't have the subject combination that we want and other subjects like Art and Music. Are we neglecting the arts now?

I don't think we should neglect the arts at all. The arts are one of the most important things in society. It's not as if you are going to speak to someone about Science and Maths as a conversation as that would most probably be dumb. The arts allows people to speak up for themselves and have their opinion on something without being bashed up by people. It's a carefree world in the arts.

I'm sorry for this rambling and randomness. Today has been a tiring day. I've stayed in school until 6pm just to slack and also I don't want to come home that early as I would be distracted by the computer which I am right now. I'm going to turn off the WiFi soon so that I won't go online and only listen to music. I have to study man. I feeling really tired but I have to be determined or else my Prelims would be screwed.

I'm going to study now. BYE..I might not post that often now, maybe?

2009-07-12T13:27:00.002+08:00

Hi.

I never blog for quite some time already. I had been really busy these days. If I wasn't busy then there must be something wrong with me already. This is O level year so of course there would be mountains of homework. I have been studying really hard and also doing as many homework as I possibly could. Let's see what homework I had this week.

Homework for this week:
1. Physics Skill 3
2. Social Studies SEQ
3. Composition on Desire
4. Biology workbook
5. Amaths 2008 Paper 1 & 2
6. Amaths TYS

well, that's my homework. Let's see how much I had done.

Homework done:
1. Amaths 2008 Paper 1 & 2
2. Physics Skill 3

Yes, I know that's very little. I would plan to finish my composition on Desire after I've finished revising Thermal Physics. I would try my best to do my Social Studies. I planned to do it on the day she gave us the homework but then I found it quite difficult so I did not do. This kind of attitude should be banned! I must try to finish all my homework because I only can use homework as a form of revision for my other subjects as well since there's not much time left now. It's kind of sad and scary that we have so little time left and there's still so much to be done.

Wish me good luck in studying. I rested for 1 whole day yesterday. 5 days of consecutive revision and studying and homework is going to make my head burst any moment. I need a break sometimes. To all people who are taking the O levels this year, here's an advice.

DO NOT STUDY AND STUDY AND STUDY. IT'S NOT GOING TO WORK IF YOU STUDY AND MEMORISE EVERY SHIT OF THE TEXTBOOK AND NOT UNDERSTAND A SINGLE BIT OF THE CHAPTER. THERE'S A TIME FOR WORK AND A TIME TO PLAY. TAKE AN HOUR TO REST YOUR MIND.

My cousin said if you study for 3 hours, only 1 hour of the work gets into your brain. So, to all candidates, please take a break after 1 hour. This way, could you then study well. REMEMBER TO STUDY SMART.

ok. I'm going to revise my physics now. BYE

feeling faint...

2009-07-07T18:54:00.002+08:00

Hi.

I'm feeling super dizzy. I felt this way after lunch. I thought I was having a low level of sugar because when you have a low level of glucose in your blood, you tend to feel more dizzy. I then went down to buy a packet of milo but then I guess it did not work or maybe temporarily. For the rest of the day, I wasn't as dizzy as before.

I came home and everytime I lie down and then sit up straight, my head would start spinning around. I guess this is a signal for me to have ample amount of sleep tonight. Maybe it's because I had a very bad sleep last night. I kept waking up in the middle of the night and for no apparent reason as well.

Today, I got back my argumentative essay and I have an 18/30 for it. My attempt in doing an argumentative essay worked out. I think that if I were to attempt the narrative essay, I might most probably fail because I have narrow range of vocabulary and also I would have no interesting plot to write.

I'm going to wish dear Tan Mei Yin aka Chen Mei Yin aka Mandy GOOD LUCK TO YOU for tomorrow's DSA audition. You practiced that hard and I know that you would succeed! JIAYOU..don't be nervous ok?

Ok. I think my 1 hour of computer time is running out and I don't want to face the computer screen for too long or else I might feel more dizzy. Yes, very hardworking now. Studying physics.

BYE

2009-07-06T15:39:00.002+08:00

Hi.

I done it at last! I finally accomplished in doing all m homework. Well, almost all. I'm very elated now! I'm jumping with joy! I'm____(fill in the blank with your best description for happy!)___________! Let's see what I done today!

What I Done Today:
1. Finish Amaths TYS on integration.
2. Finish Amaths Prelim Paper 2.
3. Finish outline for English.

That's a lot of homework and I finally done it. Now let's see what I left.

What I Havn't Done YET[notice the yet?]:
1. SS SBQ on Venice
2. Amaths Prelim Paper 1[it's in school]

Yay. So practically, I finished all my homework[self-delusional]! I'm going to study Physics now. After having my Wii session with my sister, I would read my book until like half of the book is done. After that, I would try[no, I must!] to finish up my SS SBQ.

What I Would Do Later:
1. Study Physics.
2. Wii!
3. Read my book until half of the book is done.
4. SS SBQ.

and this is What I Would Do Tomorrow:
1. Rush to school to do Amaths Prelim Paper 1.
2. Study.
3. Stay in school to study or maybe consultation.

So yah. I love this schedule. I feel like a sec 1 again. Hooray! I think my determination level is rising so now I can sit on my chair for 1 hour without going to the kitchen to grab something to eat. I think I would do that after this post, I need a break after all the homework I've successfully done!

Ok. Time for my eating-break. Computer-break is gone. haha..

JIAYOU PEOPLE!!

Countdown: 28 days to Prelims. 112 days to O Levels. Always remember Mdm Lim's 'speech'!

BYE

2009-07-05T13:07:00.002+08:00

Hi.

Havn't been posting frequently due to the fact that I was just too lazy to type. Let me start by writing about friday.

Friday:
I had O Level Chinese Oral. I was super nervous until I forgotten what I wanted to say. The topic was relatively easy but I don't think I gave enough points. went back to class for Biology remedial and Mdm Lim was over there reprimanding the class. I think what she said was right. At 430, it was actually the time she was suppose to dismiss us but because she havn't finish going through the workbook, she wanted to continue. She started scolding us again saying she has never seen a batch of students complaining to go home. I think she's right too. People! it's O level year. Yes, there's a time for us to relax but since the teacher is there and willing to sacrifice her family time for us, we should actually cherish it and use the time wisely. Due to this, I started to wake up at last. It's really the time to start revising and paying attention and doing all your homework. I must act like when I was in Secondary 1 again.

Saturday:
Yesterday, I went back to school and do Biology practical. The whole table was infested with ants after the experiment was over and so me and meiyen left that table and sat somewhere else. This is the consequence of using food during expreriments. Both of us made a mess. After that, I went with Joe, Jerry and Calise to the coffeeshop and eat brunch. Sihui joined us later. They then bought the cake and we went to T1 with Jerome, JiaHui, Yuquan, Paul, Darren, XuanHong, LiJin to celebrate JiaHui's b'day. It was kind of a windy one. :)

After that, after they ate lunch, we went to SAFRA and play pool. This is my first time playing. Jerome taught me how to place the cue on my hand. I think that now he's not that bad, just that sometimes I cannot stand him. Yuquan was right then. Then later, after playing pool, I went home and Jerry and Joe went to Calise's house.

went for dinner and came home...

Now, I am downloading the new software for the iPhone. the file is super big so it's taking some time to load. I wanted to finish my prelim paper for Amaths today but I have no idea where is my paper 1. Thank god tuesday starts school late so at least I have some time to finish it or at least half of it.

Ok, I want to do all my homework now. BYE>

2009-07-01T16:51:00.002+08:00

嗨！

今天我就用华文来写吧！

我知道有一点无聊。没关系啦。

今天到学校真闷啊。早上差一点睡着了。我真的非常累啊。早上，美因问我她应不应该用DSA。我跟她说她应该但是她还是绝得她在浪费自己的时间。但是最后都是她的选者啊。

下午应该是有数学的补课的，但是因为明天我班里有三十多人有华文O水准口试所以老师取消了。我感得非常开心。我不用把我整个下午都是被数学补课拿走。哈哈。

我就陪了Joe和Jerry两人去吃午餐。说了一些搞笑的事。吃完了，就走了一回儿才回家。在巴士站里看到我的妈妈，阿姨和邻居。她们刚刚从超市买完东西。现在我在家里温习数学。等一下我才温习一下我的口试。

明天应该是有补课的。是从四点半到六点半。我还决的还可一啦因为我只要留下三个钟头因为明天我没有考口试。但是老师换了时间！她换到六点到八点。我现在非常的气。那对最后七个人真的是不公平。我门明天还有准备一下口试啊。难道她不知道我们班的口试分成两个组吗？我在想我明天应不应该去补课。她可能要教新的东西，但是我也不想去因为有一点太晚了。真的伤脑筋啊。

好了。我也应该回去温习功课了。再见！

2009-06-30T20:37:00.002+08:00

Hi.

2nd day of Term III. Kind of boring. school is getting more and more boring now because now for us is the revision period and there's actually nothing to do. I took my entry proof today and my MT oral is on Friday!!! omg. super nervous again. Hope I would do well.

Anyways, after school went with Jerry, Joe, Sihui, Calise, Deanne and Darren to the coffeeshop for lunch. deanne was feeling a bit unwell so she left early. They were brainstorming about how to celebrate JiaHui's b'day. Calise doesn't want to do any planning because she has done the previous 2 one also I think. They were a bit pissed also lah. Jerome and gang were closer to JiaHui so they should know what to do to make him happy but his silly excuse was that he had to practice Chinese Oral and there's just no time to do anything for him. As if the others don't have to as well. =.=...

Later, me, Joe and Jerry went to Tampines 1 and looked at sportswear because JiaHui like basketball so they wanted to buy something related to basketball. We then went to TM and went into FreshBox. We saw a shirt[not T-shirt] which actually looks quite nice and planned to buy that for JiaHui since Jerome is doing the planning and they are buying the present[they thought]. Joe SMS Jerome earlier saying he plan and Joe buy present. When we were discussing about the shirt, Jerome said why are we planning because he's going to buy the present. Then, they got pissed. I understand that. We spent the last 2 hours thinking of what to buy and in the end, he said he was buying.

They then just wanted to buy a cake to just show that they did do something for the birthday. I went home first because it was getting a bit late. In the end, they didn't buy the cake and buying it someday..

haha..

Now, practicing EMATHS...tomorrow got EM and AM remedial until 5.15pm...sianz...bye

2009-06-29T21:04:00.002+08:00

Hi.

I done my DSA auditions today! I was the first one there and maybe the only one today. =.=. Ok. I went there and done my interview and Mr Wong saw my EL results but I told him that I would try my best to improve. Hope that helps. *PRAY*. Then later, the conductor came. I went in to the band store and for some weird reasons, their band store is not stuffy and hot.[unlike ours] She asked me to play concert C and she asked me I know right, and I was like yah. She asked you know what scale you have to play right, I said D major. she asked to play 2 octaves. I played 2 octaves but then she stare at me and said 2 octaves. I already did! I just played and repeated 1 more time until she was satisfied because apparently she doesn't seem to hear my 2 octaves. She made me play G major and starting from the open G to the highest note I could reach. Damn it. I played super flat.!!! not used to it.

Played some sight reading things and then later some pieces which is actually part of sight reading. Played Machu Picchu. ARGH. sooo many sharps, but I made it. Hai..hope i get in. The people there quite friendly and nice to me. haha. Got this guy from clarinet talk to me. say that I must try my best. HAHA.

ok, i have to finish my physics wb or else I might die tomorrow.

2009-06-28T17:07:00.002+08:00

Hi.

Tomorrow's the BIG day for me! Really, it is. It is the day in which I would show my skills on the clarinet to the MJC people. I could not believe that it is going to be that day. I'm super nervous about it but I must try to stay calm so I would not screw up the audition. I really have to get in MJC band!! Hai. As usual for this past week, I have been practicing my clarinet to improve my skills and to make sure I don't lose my embrochure. AND, something horrible happened. When I was doing my last scales practice before I packed up, the most important note. The middle C note[concert pitch B-flat] is ooper flat. I was like OMG. How could this happen? This did not happen before and now it did. I tried to find the bloody problem. I swabbed it, I looked for damaged keys and stuff but then there was nothing and the note was still flat. Everytime I started playing, the note would be damn flat and then it would return to normal pitch. It was just very annoying. ARGH. I'm going to change that joint tomorrow straight after school. HOW COULD SOMETHING LIKE THIS HAPPEN?????

I planned out everything to do for this holidays and I just realised yesterday, I had homework to do. =.= Let's take a look at the things I should have done.

Work to be done:
1.Finish the argumentative essay on charity.
2.Finish up Chemistry 10-yr series.
3.Do the Emaths paper.
4.Physics WB

Yes, I know. I'm screwed! I have so much to do. well, at least i still managed to do parts of each work! HAHA. At least it's better than not done at all.

Oh yah, I made my blog public again just for fun. Since no more things are happening then it should actually be alright to make it public again. I'm seriously bored. I don't want to revise anymore. I just don't have the mood to revise now. I've been worrying about the audition so much that I don't even think I want to study. Maybe when I go to school tomorrow, I would be having butterflies in my stomach. ARGH!

Pray hard that I don't screw up the audition tomorrow and would get accepted inside the school even though my Mid-year results was kind of screwed up as well. They would not want to kick out a person with good skills in the clarinet right? I hope so. HAI. Very nervous. OK.

I want to play games le. BYE

2009-06-27T15:22:00.002+08:00

Hi.

Another boring day. Studying Bio again. Life is just so boring when there's no school sometimes. The feeling is just so weird. When there's school, you want holidays. When there's holidays, you want school. It's almost ironic.

2 more days to school re-open and also my DSA audition to MJC. YAY. super excited and nervous at the same time. I have no idea why is that happening again. Everytime I think about it, my hands and legs would get very sweaty. The effects of adrenalin I guess. Haha. I really pray hard that I would get in even though my results for mid year isn't that satisfying.

I want to go to the Philharmonic Youth Winds concert tomorrow at the Esplanade but then no one can go out and I also doubt anyone would so whatever, I'll stay at home again and rot.

Randomness again. I want to go cycling also leh. hmmm...

That's all. BYE

2009-06-26T14:50:00.002+08:00

Hi.

Everything is back to normal. I'm not that worried now. We are not angry with each other now. =) I can always wait. Peishi is over-excited because many good things happened yesterday. Haha.

Today was nothing special except me packing up those mountains of paper on my table into respective files. I thought it would take me like forever but it is in actual fact, very fast. I'm done with it and my table is so uch cleaner now. I'm like a total clean-freak as well.

I have to study now. Hope you guys are having a great week and an even better weekend. See you soon. BYE

2009-06-25T17:57:00.002+08:00

Woo...

Feeling tired. Maybe it's the studying process. Staying away from arguments[peishi's idea]. Meiyin tried to help i told her it's alright, just let them chill. She's cool with that. So yah. Everything would turn out ok?

Studying bio and I think I'm going to sleep soon since it's so boring. Helped my sister take photos of herself because she doesn't want to go to the photoshop and take because it would be ugly. The photo is for her resume anyway. Take like 10 pictures until she was happy. ARGH.

Today was nothing special..back to studying so BYE

2009-06-25T15:57:00.002+08:00

Hi.

The argument is not going to end peacefully. I shall stop writing about it here. It's not going to solve any of our problems. I'll listen to peishi and say give you guys more time. Yes. I only want friends that benefits me and at the same time benefit you as well. You helped me out and I helped you back so it will cancel each others help and we are still equal. I guess that you might have still intepreted the blog post wrongly. I know that you have this temper. I don't know you as much as well. I'm not a girl. I don't understand what you guys think. Neither would you.

I'm not trying to start an argument again. I just want you to figure out that all I'm saying is not going against you. I said before I don't mind if you scold me on your blog. I'm not doing that to you either.

Yes. You have suffered more in this society before. I truly understand that because of your family situation. I didn't come out and work before. Maybe after all I would not survive in this society. Oh and 1 more thing. You always say that this attitude would not find me a wife. It's getting monotonous. You might want to fight back again.

I already told you that I had already said in my last post that the post wasn't meant to make you angry. It's for you to understand how I feel about you guys and also about me.

That's all. I'm not forcing you to friend me again. If you treat me as a friend and not a close one, that would be the best. I said from the very beginning, I don't want close friends.

2009-06-24T22:18:00.002+08:00

This post is dedicated to Si Hui and Xin Li:

To both of you,
A 'sorry' is not enough for you. I don't mind if you guys hate me. I have gone through it before. I grown up in a family with arguments everyday and I must learn to defend myself or else I would get scolded as well. I learnt a lot from that. Society is not friendly. In the end, you have to protect yourself to live in this society.

I really have a very bad temper. Those who have been with me for a long time knows it well. I don't like it and neither would you. Anger management has helped me to control it for 10 years. I resisted everything that has made me angry for this 10 years. Especially primary school. I resisted a lot of things and I still managed to smile to them and take it nothing has happened. I learnt how to 'Forgive and Forget'. This could be one of the most important value in my life. Next time when I work, I will have to work with people I do not like. There are going to be other people that would backstab me. Now is the time to learn the life skills. I have to resist them as well and still work. When they sabotage you, it's the time to do the same to them. Learn it now, apply later.

I also have very little patience. I have very little patience in everything. If something is not done within a specific time, I would get angry but thanks to anger management, I had tried to resist flaring up.

I also don't like to show my temper. How many times have I been angry easily. Did you know that some of the things you do I don't agree and sometimes get frustrated? I don't show it. I hide it all inside me. I want to tell you that but did you know I also know that if I did that, it would hurt your feelings? I done many things to control it and after awhile I will forget it and lead a happy life again. This could be one of the reasons why I'm also so forgetful.

To Xin Li:
This attitude it will still bring me somewhere. Yes, people might still hate me. I learn to control it. You have a temper too. When people cut the queue, don't you get angry? I get angry too, Si Hui get angry too. Do we show it? No. Why? Because we don't want to cause a commotion. You are different. You would shout very loud and vent out all your anger. This is the attitude that would not get accepted in society. I'm not making you angry but making you understand mroe about yourself. Maybe you should also learn how to control it just like me? Oh, and one more thing. You might like to act cute sometimes and I get really irritated when you do that but I never said it. I'm controlling my anger. Don't get too angry because of this. I'm really sorry for bringing your parents into this situation. I lose control of my words when I get angry.

To Si Hui:
Yes, maybe the friendship is really over and nothing can change it. Yes. Everything is about to change. Sorry if I said you were impatient and things and talked something bad. Sorry I asked you to F*** off. I don't use profanities all the time. If I used profanities it merely means I'm really angry and it's not the best time to mess me and make me even more angry or else it gets worse. I have done it before and I don't want it to happen again.

I hope that after reading this, you will understand me and understand how I feel about you guys sometimes. If it still causes unhappinness then I cannot help you. BYE

2009-06-24T20:53:00.002+08:00

Hi.

Second post of the day! I have received my email from Mr Wong Chee Choy from MJC and he said my audition date is confirmed. I'm actually getting nervous and excited at the same time. I cannot believe in a few days time, I would try my luck to get into MJC band.

I just found out that there would be no more Band Camp tomorrow due to the wonderful and oh-so famous Swine Flu or in scientific term, the H1N1 Flu. They said that our school have one suspected case but I'm not sure about that. Whatever the case is, we still have to go back to school no matter what next week. It's still alright to go back to school again. I don't mind.

My mom just reprimanded me saying I always come into the room at a specific time and ask me whether I was playing games again or not. I said NO lah. She now made a rule saying I cannot play games at night. What the hell!? TV also got nothing nice to watch of course I come inside the room and be in my own little world cannot is it? Kind of annoying sometimes. At least I studies in front of her ok even though I turned on the computer.

I need time for relaxation as well. Like duh.

I need to study Biology now. I really have to. 1 more chapter to go for today! JIAYOUS!

BYE

2009-06-24T15:04:00.002+08:00

Hi.

So the problem that is still persisting is that some people are still not chilling. Relax. I ended the thing already. It was just a moment of lost control of my horrible temper. CHILL!

I just went to Pastamania with my sis for lunch. I had never eaten pastamania for like 2 years already. My sis says she doesn't want to go there again because she was eating "Mussels and Clams" but she didn't want the clams and thought they would give her more mussels. In the end, it's still 2 mussels and got pissed. haha.

Studying Biology now. Band Camp is tomorrow and I think I might go. Most probably lah. Since I have really nothing to do. ok.

I should study again. BYE

2009-06-23T21:16:00.002+08:00

Hi.

Second post of the day jsut to make up the 2 posts I deleted.

I have already think that the argument and things are all gone. Misunderstandings happened and this is the time that I make everything right to let you guys understand me more. I guess that after I read peishi's blog she also understand herself more. Yes, it was rather a harsh one but now is the time to start to change! One of Nat's video is named"Everything is about to change" or something like that. Yes, everything is starting to change. So let's take this time to reflect again on our character and change it!

I just played this new game(?) on Facebook called Typing Maniac. It's rather fun. Improve typing speed and I'm getting the hang of it and getting better. YES! You should go play it!

These few days, tried to keep to my study plan but somehow it doesn't really work that well. DSA? must be. I think I should get back to studying. I think I really have to buck up! I don't ever want to have an underlined mark again for Prelims. DO IT!!!!!

BYE

2009-06-23T17:29:00.002+08:00

Hi!

I deleted my last 2 posts for a reason. The reason is: I'm out of my bloody mind. Scolding people on my blog again is just stupid. I went through that before and of course, it came back. Yes, I have a suckish attitude and stupid temper which is uncontrollable.

Monday:
I really didn't want to go to the Da Vinci Exhibition. I planned my day, I shall stick to it. Don't ruin it. I seriously am sorry for the harsh SMS and blog entries. I didn't want to. I would really want to go if you guys make the meeting time a bit later. Seriously, I woke up at 9am that day and I was really awake even though I slept early. I have this mentality now saying:"it's the holidays. Have more rest and work hard later." So yah. So on monday went to school to take my testimonial and saw the 3 heads in the music room and they crapped so much. I think this batch of 3 heads have more things in common then our batch. haha.

Tuesday:
Today is Tuesday right? Oh yah it is. Did nothing today except for sending my DSA application form to the mailbox and also study Bio. I'm not really focusing that hard on my studies yet. I really have to focus on studies and DSA at the same time. In a dilemma.

One important note: I am very straight forward and when I have a bad mood and you can feel it, it's best for you to shut up. You will not like the effects of continuing talking something bad. BAD TEMPER?

sorry to those I pissed off...i'm not that easy to talk to anyway..that's why i'm an introvert!

2009-06-21T19:07:00.002+08:00

Hi.

Today was a pretty typical sunday routine again.

Woke up, breakfast, practice piano, PRACTICE CLARINET, vacuum, lunch, study, computer, Wii, bathe, dinner, study, sleep. The last few are going to be what is going to happen later.

Today's FATHER"S DAY!!!! wishing all dads a happy father's day. At least today my dad is coming home for dinner so at least it would be something like a celebration. wanted to go out and eat but we were afraid that there were going to be lots of people so me and my sis are going to pay for breakfast next week. haha. delayed father's day.

1 more week to school re-open and most importantly, DSA audition to MJC! going back to school tml afternoon to get back my testimonial then tomorrow i can send my application already! hooray! then i will have to practice for DSA.

hope i can get in! BYE

2009-06-20T12:56:00.002+08:00

Hi.

Yesterday had night study and sorry peishi that i didn't eat dinner with you because I really don't want to borrow money from people. Stayed in school for the entire day because there was Bio Mock SPA and it was so lame. I still thought I would be able to go home but by that time it ended, it was already 1630 so I stayed in school instead. Night study was pretty fast this time. Time is on my side. HAHA. Went home and ate my dinner. I was so tired after playing that Table Tennis Squash in school that I fell asleep once I landed on my bed.

Woke up this morning and my whole body ache. ARGH! must be the table tennis squash game.

Today is my official holidays like literally. No more school. No more remedials. Tons of homework and studying to do. This is what holidays feel like? I don't know. I guess so. Now I have my study plan and I will stick to it. I have lots of studying to do today and I know I will make it. YES!

Ok..back to studying and watching finish Nat's new video. BYE

2009-06-17T18:56:00.003+08:00

Hi.

Today was another day at school. It wasn't that bad. Mr Teo decided to let us go hald an hour early because he thinks that 2 hours is seriously too long. I think so too. Chemistry for 2 hours make me want to sleep. However, we learnt alcohol and carboxylic acids. I didn't know that when alcohol and carboxylic acids mix, they will become esters which are really used for food flavouring. Very interesting.

After Amaths, I stayed around in class and watch Marcus, Lynn, Joe, Jerry etc. play their 'tennis' using a small football and table tennis racquet. Moy was at the board doing stupid things like drawing out the structural formula for all the alkanes, alkenes and alcohols. Whenever the ball accidentally hits him [and I do mean accidentally], he would take away the ball and throw at the person who hit him. How is it possible to not hit him when they are playing near the board and the board is used as a wall? He might have some compulsive mental disorder in his mind making him act that way.

After that, walked to Esso to take 34 home. Really hot day, sweat the whole time while waiting for the bus to come. Went home and eat cup noodles then played clarinet. Have so much fun playing it but then, the bell part was stuck to the lower joint when I wanted to keep it. Now, I have to bring that part to school and change it. Interesting. No matter how hard I tried pulling it, it does not seem to come out. I think the cork expanded too much and I put too little cork grease.

Nevermind. Attempts to do Amaths homework failed again! Prelims are in a few weeks time and I'm not even starting revision. WAKE UP!!!

Ok. Do Amaths homework! Bye.

2009-06-16T20:59:00.002+08:00

Hi.

Today was another day at school but it rained! How amazing is that? Singapore does not have a lot of days that are rainy even though we are supposedly to be a rainforest. Went to school and there were like so little people in class when it was already 0800. Must be the weather. I guess so. I don't understand why everytime it starts to rain, people always end up being late? Psychologically or is it just what nature wants to do to you. Maybe that question would never have an answer.

Chemistry was another boring lesson talking about alkanes. The more significant difference between alkenes and alkanes is that alkanes have a carbon-carbon double bond which has a very big change to everything. It's actually not that difficult. Just have to commit to memory and it's easy to get everything done. Went to find Mdm Tan today during recess but I think she's not in Singapore. I guess I might have to resort to finding Mrs Rosemary Lim to do my testimonial. Did not find Mr Teo again and I guess I want to get all the documents in one day then I don't have to run around the school to find teachers everyday and they get irritated by me.

Physics was interesting. Mr Kang thought that yesterday was his last lesson with us and guess what, he was wrong! There's still one more physics lesson today. So he drove all the way from Marine Parade to Dunman Secondary School in 20 minutes. He has no laptop, no powerpoint, no notes and only a marker. He has no choice but to use the whiteboard which he rarely touches. The lesson was rather dry but at least there was some form of lesson going on.

After the lessons, had English at 1330 and we were doing oral. It's quite funny because people were late again and they had to do a poem again. Hilarious! Getting more boring and tiring but at least we had something to do before. After English, went to band store to take a reed and a clarinet to practice for DSA audition. Went with Jerry and Lynn to Budget Cafe for our lunch at 1530. Talk crap and Jerry just did not want to tell us his composition on Destiny. He said he's going to print it out for us to read. I can't wait! I think it would be like ooper exciting.

I brought the '101 things you need to know...and some you don't!' book to school and Jerry was sitting beside me today. He read 1 thing and he got addicited. Joe was worst. He took my book while I was reading and he read it for like 30 minutes and not willing to let go. Jerry was bugging me to read finish it and I did read finish it! Yay! I'm going to lend it to him tomorrow. I think that book has a voodoo or some addicition spell in it. Once you start reading, you cannot stop!

Whatever. That's all. Natalie Tran has a new video. watching it now! ok. BYE.

2009-06-15T20:53:00.002+08:00

Hi.

Today was back to school again and seriously, today is one of the most boring day ever. Had physics first and it was a practice of Skill 3. It's totally different from Chemistry and Biology. Why must it be different? Ask Cambridge. This shows my boredom already. Like talking to myself. Oh wait! I always do that! Had SS later. Did the fall of venice. Poor Venice. Sinking and was once a prosperous country. Sad life. So they said that Singapore is like Venice. So, SIngapore cannot live a lavish lifestyle and cannot have some stupid corrupted government. So let's all start living in slums and squatter settlements to live a simple lifestyle.

Wanted to borrow the clarinet today but I realised my case has been sent for repair and my reeds and swab is inside. =.=..So I'll might play tomorrow. Then, went to lunch with si hui, peishi and pearlyn. Went to the T-mart Mac and they were renovating part of the restaurant. We all thought it was nothing and when we started eating, they started to drill and knock. There was this particular knocking sound which sounds like heartbeat and I was starting to make fun of it when it stopped. I said the person because the heartbeat stopped.

There was this drilling noise next and sihui got irritated. Peishi was adamant to move out of the restaurant and sit outside so we suffered the rest of the noise. Later, I said:" WOW! This is MacDonald's Symphony No. 1" and started saying their different movements. It shows how lame I could be sometimes. Afterwards, I changed it to the contemporary version of Beethoven's Symphony No. 5 and said about stupid things.

After peishi finally drank finish her green tea, we left. Took bus home with them and came home. Nothing to do at home for the whole day. I decided to read up on alkanes again just to make sure I understand. Did physics workbook, attempts kind of failed. I cannot believe time passes so slow today because I felt I used the computer for eternity when I only used it for 1 hour. haha. The usual things next.

so yah, this is how boring your life could be easily. haha. BYE

2009-06-14T20:47:00.002+08:00

hi.

Yesterday was the happiest day of my life. Why? It is because my mom and sis are finally back from Hong Kong. No more CHORES. 1 week of chores is enough to make my body fatigue. My sister bought me a book!!! It's called "101 things you need to know...and some you don't". It's very funny and nice. THANK YOU!

Today, I decided at last to use DSA to get into MJ..haha..i hope i can pass the auditions..it's time for me to practice my clarinet again. So I'm doing that tomorrow. I can't believe i'm using DSA again but whatever. Doing Chem 10-yr series now to revise. O levels are actually quite easy. Not that tough as I imagine it to be.

nothing to say already..time to study again..BYE

2009-06-11T21:54:00.003+08:00

Hi.

There must be something wrong with me these days, seriously. Not the attitude but the tiredness. These days I've been very very tired and I have no idea why. Last night, I slept for about 8 hours already but when I went to school, I was in my tired mode during physics and damn it, mr kang is doing a new chapter! How could I afford to continue sleeping in class? It's like 'O' level year and damn it, it's the last few chapters left. Please, I beg myself to just be attentive in class.

So the new topic that mr kang went through today is very amazing. It's like the wires all around us are actually producing magnetic fields as well. I think it's kinda weak but it's there. I don't know. Then had early recess and went to 7-11 there. In the end, noel, darren and joe went to eat at the nearby coffeeshop. Then when it was 1030 I like ask anyone want to leave because we are already late and it's ms ong's lesson. No one wanted so I ran back to class. Luckily, I wasn't that late. They came back at 1050 and the guys were locked outside and had to make out a poem to impress Ms Ong. In the end, the poem was damn funny. haha.

After school, had oral consultation with bk, meiyen and eugene tay. It's alright. My picture was always bad so it continued to be bad. After the group, we had one-on-one oral and I was last. The teacher said I did well for reading aloud. I had band 1 for that! Picture was a 9/12 and conversation wasn't that well said. So I guess it's band 2 as well.

Came home and washed the clothes. I had to do an argumentative but I was overly tired so I played Wii Fit instead. Bad idea. I became more tired. Went over to neighbour's house for dinner. Came home and figuratively died. I'm so tired.

By the way, my restaurant city had some stupid problems. I don't know what's the problem. I'm like a computer geek. ok. maybe I'll tell Ms Ong i really am very tired and had some form of mental block and can't write the essay out.

Tomorrow must be the worst day. Morning-lessons. Afternoon-bio. Night-EL night study. My whole day revolves in school!!! ARGH. sec 4 life sucks. I only have to suffer for a few more months and the 'O's arrive and after that it would be freedom at last. Maybe after 'O's I might go back to band and teach the juniors. Haha. I don't mind coming back in the future as well. Seriously. I'm so caught up with band music and the band is dying as usual. But clarinets are still the BEST...

ok. time to shut up. BYE

2009-06-10T21:13:00.002+08:00

hi..

sorry about my post. I tell you, I'm not feeling like myself these days. Ok. I must start to thing that the heat is nothing.

Today went to school as usual and I started to read "Broader Perspectives" again. Read a few interesting articles today. Ms Ong came in and she asked me to find her after school to discuss my composition that I handed up yesterday. I tell you, that woman really marks fast. Unlike some other teachers who take forever and sometimes forgotten about it. Then we continued with lessons and had recess. Had physics after that. I was feeling super tired then and almost fell asleep and drifted off halfway through the lesson. I am suppose to listen in class. Maybe sitting at the back really sucks. That must explain my lousy mid-year results.

After school, there was this Chinese Oral Workshop. I went to eat lunch with Marcus, Sherry, Deanne and Moy at the coffeeshop again. They wanted Budget Cafe but then from where everyone seemed to be heading, there's going to be a lot of people there and so we decided to avoid that area. Had lunch and Ms Ong called me and since my phone was in silent mode, I did not pick it up. Then guess what? she was at the coffeeshop.

When we walked back to school, she just came back. It shows how slow we walk compare to Mr Tang's car. So my composition was badly done. I expected it. Then had the stupid oral workshop. In the end, it was not even a workshop. It's a one-on-one chinese oral mock exam. It was terrible and boring.

After the whole thing I was suppose to find ms ong but she like MIA and i thought she would have already left school so i decided to take the bus home. On the bus, she CALLED. she asked me to meet her at interchange and i was like SHIT. still had to meet her anyways. she came and we went to BK and discussed more about my lousy composition. She told me maybe I should try argumentative and I said OK. WHY DID I SAY THAT? she wanted me to do one. maybe I'll hand up on Friday instead. haha.

Ok..damn tired..

BYE

2009-06-09T14:58:00.002+08:00

Hi.

I have officially confirmed the sentence of "Life is Unfair". Yes. Life truly is unfair. No matter how much things you did before for the well being of people, they just don't acknkowledge you for it. I am not saying anything. Today was really the day I confirmed that sentence.

You guys doing those things for him? Is it worth it after all? Would he ever remember that you guys celebrated his 16th birthday? What would he do to thank you guys? That's a lot of questions. I just don't understand it. He could be the most annoying guy in their entire class and you guys still treat him well. Well, I must 佩服 you guys. You guys can really stand his annoyance for so long. I still remembered the time when he sat behind me and Sherry was sick. Sherry was like very stubborn to not go home because she wants to take the test and how could you say that!? You know what you said? You bloody hell said:" wah lao. sick then go home lah. come to school also useless." Yah. Maybe you are right, but your tone was super bad. Everyone has feelings you know. You were lucky Sherry didn't hear what you said. I got really pissed with you. What if you were sick and I said that behind your back? would you like it?

Then, you had once sat beside me. I scored well for Chinese CT. I had never done so well before and I just gave a look of shock and only talked to Shang Zhi. You! beside me and saying:"AI yah! don't hao lian lah." Ok! fine. I zipped up my bloody mouth. Maths paper was given out next. YOU! had scored well and were amongst the top few. Let's see what you did! YOU WERE THE ONE SHOWING OFF TO PEOPLE! let me see. If you done well and showed off a bit, I don't mind because everyone will do that once in awhile. but YOU! meant only you can hao lian and the rest of the world who does better than you cannot hao lian izzit? Must you be always at the top of the game? I think your mind is mental.

Today. they done things for you. This is practically stupid. you are so annoying and people are still friends with you. Or are they really, or could they be just the same as you. as egoistic as you? I think they are. I guess I'm just thinking too much or the heat is really getting to me. I don't think you would ever read this but if you do, REFLECT on yourself. I reflected on my stupid behaviour in the past.

if YOU! are going to continuously be this egoistic, you are going nowhere. The society doesn't have room for you this kind of person. I don't easily flare up in front of people. I just really don't understand it. I know I probably would make people go mad about me, I don't care.

Also, to my friends who don't really talk to me anymore. You know who you are. I am always trying to help you guys in your studies. You rather find others which I don't really mind but sometimes I find that I could be transparent to you guys. Only in your desperate needs would you then talk to me. I really wished that we can be like in the past again. Talking and crapping and having fun. I just hope that we were all back in Sec 1. Still being friends. Maybe, I could only be an aquantaince to you now. I don't know. Well, I knew I had no friends from this class anyway. After that incidence. But whatever. You can continue to see me as a transparent soul. At least say a Hi and Bye. That's all i'm asking for.

2009-06-07T20:09:00.002+08:00

hi

It's another day of lonliness. Today was practically another boring day. I went to eat breakfast with my dad at 9AM. That's like 1 hour earlier than the time I usually eat breakfast at. In the end, when I came home, it was only 0945! At this time usually, I would still be at home and not having my breakfast yet. From that time onwards until 1900 I did not even say a single word out. I guess my mouth probably stinks right now. I guess I have to brush and rinse my mouth with Listerine about 10 times to get rid of the stench.

So let's see what I planned to do today:

1. Plan out June Holidays Study timetable.
2. Do geography evaluation which I was suppose to hand up 2 days ago.
3. Do compo for Ms Ong.

Let's see what I did today instead:

1. Use the computer for 4 hours.
2. Practice piano for 2 hours.
3. Did no homework at all.

GOD!!! life is just so boring when there's no one in the house. If my mom was at home now, she would most probably be shouting at me for playing the piano for so long and not do any homework at all to improve my abysmal results. I guess I was too bored to do anything. I need someone to talk to.

I wanted to play Wii but I gave up on the idea. Playing Wii by myself is just crazy. Firstly, I would have no one to share the fun with. Secondly, if I win a game, I would say 'yay' to myself which is kind of psychotic. Lastly, it's just stupid to play alone. Missing my sister so much now. I havn't touched the Wii for about more than a month already. I WANT MY SIS TO BE BACK!!! I WANT MY MOM TO BE BACK!!!

Family is very important. No matter how much they yell at you and do things that sometimes are unreasonable, they are still your family. Without family, there is actually no true joy in your life. I guess the phrase 'family comes first' is really true. Family is more important than anything else in the world.

I guess I have to try and study. I'm still alone at home and ate dinner by myself at home. My father said he would be back at 8+, but i guess he's going to be back late again.

hai...life is just boring. I could die of boredom soon. I need SCHOOL!!!

bye

2009-06-06T20:35:00.002+08:00

Hi!

Yesterday was quite an enjoyable day. In the morning, I did not go to the seminar because I did not sign up for it. Thank God I didn't. [They said it was boring!] So me, jerry, lynn, jj, judaxil, deanne, aniket, chang shi, rebecca and alex were in Ms yew's class for the whole day. We did the 2001 O level english Paper 2. We had gone through all the questions and were just starting to do the questions when ms yew said this>

"I'm feeling hungry. Maybe I should order McDonalds. Do you guys want as well?" or something like that. She treated like 16 people to McDonalds including me. So me and jerry went to the general office to pick up the food. I helped Jerry carry like 1 cup of drink because his hands were already packed with 16 cups of hot and cold drinks. I took the 2 big bags of food and that 1 drink which was about to topple any moment. Jerry felt super important as if he was to fall down, there will be no more drinks for all of us. So the rest of the day was enjoyable with Ms Yew talking lame things and joking around.

After the lesson, went to eat lunch at the nearby coffeeshop. I used my last $2.50 there. Since I was broke, I had to go home instead. The weather was so hot yesterday that I just had to turn on the air-con. So I slacked around for a few hours and then head back to school to have night study.

Night study was fun. Pei Shi was trying extremely hard to pronounce the "th" sound. I think there's something wrong with her mouth. Haha. She just can't seem to pronounce it properly. Sorry Pei Shi. After night study, went to 201 McDonalds with Jerry, Shang Zhi, Joe, Raymond and Yu Quan to eat ice-cream. Raymond called Jeanette Tan as his "oral consultant". It's actually suppose to be just his oral teacher for consultation, but then it turned out to be a horny talk in the end.

Went home and was alone. I was so bored that I watched "Balls Of Fury" on HBO until midnight. I was way too tired so I went to sleep. Dad came home at I don't know what time but at least he came back when I woke up suddenly at 430am.

Today was super boring. Did nothing at home. I wanted to do homework but I was just too bored and lazy.

I read 1 article in the "Broader Perspectives" book Ms Ong lend me. I find it very interesting. Here's the title:

"MASS PRODUCTION INEVITABLY MEANS A LOSS OF CRAFTSMANSHIP AND QUALITY. IS THIS TRUE IN YOUR SOCIETY?"

It's interesting to read what people feel about current affairs. Their use of language is very good. I think I could be starting to love the subject more and more. Maybe by prelims I could score a B at last.

well, there's nothing else to say anymore. So goodbye.

Recommend THIS:
go www.youtube.com and search communitychannel. Watch at least 1 of the videos made by and hosted by Australian Natalie Tran. She's super hilarious.

Ok. Bye.

2009-06-04T16:32:00.002+08:00

hey..

went to school again and went to the new com lab today...the screen of that new computer is wide lah but then it's damn short so it makes the whole thing feels weird..not like my iMac which is BIG...

so after school, ms ong came into class to tell the people who are going to the seminar tomorrow to blah blah...and when i was about to leave the classroom, she asked me:" Chun hong, you are going to do your second oral consultation right?" and I said:"I havn't even go for one." =.=...

so she decided to give me an oral consultation to me NOW...so I went and someone finally realised that I was speaking too fast AGAIn...I know that I had always spoken very fast in primary school as my EL teacher used to say if I'm actually rushing for the train...Well, I thought I talked slower. Guess I was wrong...

Then I chat with her..it's actually sooo amazing..I never really talk to a teacher about so many lame and funny things in school..and she had to cancel all her travel plans cos Melbourne, Australia is currently a H1N1 place so if she goes there she would be quarantined when she comes back and maybe she would do lessons via YouTube...haha...laugh about that for soo long...

then she asked if I had any extra reading materials at home and I said No...so she lend me this book of hers which is called Broader Perspective and it's a compilation of articles..she wants me to read 2 a day and give her my comments...i find it really interesting...haha...

ok...nothing already, then I went to see the band for awhile and then came home..almost slept in the bus again, I guess it's the heat again...hai..

mummy is going to HK to meet my sis tml so I would be stuck at home with my dad for a week but let's see, I won't really see much of him anyways...haha...

BYE

2009-06-03T18:56:00.002+08:00

hey...

today had school as usual and also chem SPA...

it's finally the last chem SPA ever....so do finish liao and pray hard I didn't do anything wrong...

Oh yah...had my report book back on monday and when I went to the hall, Ms Ong ask me to see her later and I said ok..[cos i failed english]

then when take back report book, that MS LIM she shout SOOO loud:" CHUN HONG, MS FAITH ONG WANTS TO SEE YOU!!!" and i was like yah i know..damn pai seh lah...shout until so loud as if I cannot hear like that...

ok wadever...here are my lousy grades...

English: E8
Chinese: B4
Additional Mathematics: A2
Mathematics: A1
Biology: C5 :(
Chemistry: A2
Physics: A1
Combined Humanities: C6

L1R4: 14
L1R5: 20

hai...must work hard to improve humanities and english...especially english...

ok that's all...BYE

2009-06-01T16:28:00.002+08:00

hey...

had chinese Os today!!! Finally, I finished it.

The paper was quite okay in my opinion. I did 私函和报章读后感....actually wanted to do the narrative but got stuck halfway. so i decided to change when I left 1 hour...so I kept thinking I have no time to do my bao zhang but in the end, I only took 50 minutes cos I was writing at lightning speed.

After paper, went with Joe, Jerry, Joshua and Jia Hui....OMG...they all start with the letter J..ok, i;m the odd one out...haha...after a long long discussion, we ended up in the foodcourt for our lunch...

then we decided to go home instead and now I'm slacking at home and waiting for the MTP to come...

haha...

Moy said the meet the parents joke damn funny lah...He said today got 'Meet" the parents and his "meet" is meant pinch cos the pronounciation of pinch in cantonese is actually "meet"..so me and jerry kept laughing....

Ok...I am going to Facebook now...bye

2009-05-31T13:22:00.002+08:00

hey...
time really flies and 3 1/2 years past so quickly and tomorrow i am finally taking my O level chinese. I really do hope I could get a distinction. I'm really nervous about tomorrow but I know I must calm down to think straight. Well, I guess that's all today. I really have to study my chinese.

that's all

2009-05-29T15:54:00.002+08:00

today is SPORTS DAY...and also the 'last day of school'....

so i went to school at 615 in the morning to just put the equipment up the lorry. I took the goalpost and it was so heavy!!!!!!

we took the lorry to the stadium and this is my FIRST lorry ride..quite fun...

went to stadium and i carried the goalposts again..:(

then later do duties and sports day ended like finally..

it was too hot today and one guy actually fainted due to the heat...hai...

so that's today.

I cannot believe that in 3 days time, I would be taking my first 'O' Level paper. I am not really confident I would get a distinction but I hope I can get it since I already tried the 2006 paper which was quite easy. So PLEASE, I must get a distinction.

Doing lots of practice and reading lots of chinese works...

I like to say something:
You don't have to be studying every single thing and get it inside your head. It's just plain useless. Yes, some of the things go in but all those 俗语 are only useful for 报章读后感. What happens if the question is just difficult. It's not going to work. Just study normally and do your best. You don't have to be so stressed up.

That's all so BYE

2009-05-23T13:05:00.002+08:00

Hello.

I had received my English paper yesterday and it was the worst thing I seen in my entire life. Everyone passed their summary in my class except me. I think I was trying too hard to rephrase the sentence but I could have made the meaning different. Ms yew written on my paper that she's really worried for me and wants me to see Ms Ong ASAP. Well, I guess I would see her, after my Chinese Os.

Countdown: 8 days to O levels. I cannot believe that I have to sit for my O levels so soon. I hope I would do well and get a distinction for Chinese so I would not have to take the exam again and also focus on my English at last.

My mom told me that it was ok that I failed as long I knew my mistake and would work harder. I assure her that I would do my best to improve my marks. Lucky it was only mid year. The only thing I cannot do is just using DSA to enter a JC since they want the Mid-year results and I already did badly for it.

I shall go study Chinese now. BYE.